You Still Know Me
Don't Know YouInspired by ‘Don’t Know You’ by Heize
Nayoung’s POV
After another tiring day of fansigns, I put my favourite playlist on shuffle, as I lie motionless in bed, an earphone plugged in, letting my thoughts wander -
Don’t Know You - Heize ♫
Everyday passes by like a haze, an endless freefall into the depths of my engulfing emotions. Maybe I should have acted on my feelings earlier, would things have changed for the better? I often reminisce about the past, our past - I miss the fact that your hand fitted perfectly with mine, that your smile made my heart skip a beat, that I was once the reason for your melodious laughters. But these memories are now nothing but nightmares that haunt me day and night, reminding me of my ignorance and mistakes.
I’ve often admired your free-spiritedness and how you acted more on your heart than mind; I was envious that you once so easily gave me your heart and whined over your jealousy, maybe if I was just a bit more courageous I could have taken the first step. They call me ‘Stone Nayoung’ for a reason but that really was just an excuse. I was a coward that neglected your feelings and mine; maybe we could’ve filled in each other’s shortcomings and differences like how our bodies fitted perfectly during the rare once (twice?) I back-hugged you. I take pride in being the best at blanking out; if only they knew it was all thanks to the imaginations of me and you. Heck, I'm willing to give up my only speciality if I could turn these “maybes” and “wha
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