Loneliness: Me

Europe Trip: Loneliness
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Taeyeon closed her eyes, her fingers grasped the button on her iphone, locking the screen down. she massaged her temple in annoyance. Tiffany's being MIA is her utmost headache-makers. Where the hell are you, Fany? It has been full three days, full torturing three days, of getting no news from the latter. No greetings, no silly texts, no random calls, no funny photos, just nothing... her minds buzzing. Her trip to Milan weren't that enjoyable anymore, she can't help but thinking about the moody Tiffany.

She's been texting her for days and nights, she even neglected the unnie she's been travelling with. Come to think of it...

"Hey, are you okay?" warm hand touching her temple. "Are you sick?"

"Sorry" Taeyeon shakes her head. "I'm okay"

"Well, you look pissed"

"Yeah, Fany's been ignoring me"

"I've figured, you look down the whole trip"

"Am I that readable?"

The unnie just smiles and continue to read her books. Taeyeon watched the moving trees, or rather the shades of them. The bullet train makes the hummed sounds as it jet through the countryside.

 

a faint vibration in her hand woke her up from daydreaming. Her eyes lit up in anticipation but almost immediately dim out in disappointment. Still no Tiffany.

 

--

 

"Cheer up" the unnie massage Taeyeon's shoulder in circular motion while the latter trying to put her jacket on the hanger.

"Hm?"

"You look down"

"I'm not"

"Don't try pull that on me, Tae"

Taeyeon's shoulder slumped. "Fine"

"I'm sure Fany will contact you soon"

"I.. know.. just.."

"Let's get that double decker bus off your bucket list"

"Sure"

Taeyeon eyeing her phone again. Still nothing.

 

--

 

Her phone lit up and play the special tone she set to the special person. Taeyeon hurriedly swipe up the green button, forgetting completely where she was.

"Hey, watch out, Tae" the unnie pull her elbow and guide her to the side.

"Oh? oh, yeah, sorry. It's.."

"Tiffany. Sure, answer it"

"Thanks"

 

"Hello? Fany?"

"Tae-"

"Where the hell are you?" Taeyeon hissed to her phone, slowly, barely, calmly, furiously.

"I know that tone, Taetae"

"You've been ignoring me"

"I know you're upset. Sorry"

"You know I hate it when you disappearing on me! I thought we've talk about this"

"I'm in LA"

"What"

"LA"

"What?!"

"L. A, Tae, Los Angeles"

"Wh-- What? Why? How? When?"

"I missed home, took an airplane after you've gone to your Europe Tour"

"It's been a week and you just phone me today?"

"Yeah, it's been hectic week"

"I see"

"And.. Oppa asked me to join his schedule"

That freaking oppa. freaking DJ oppa. "Well"

"Just.. I can't find the time to contact you"

"Sure you can't"

"Okay then, just wanna hear your voice, Taetae. Don't be angry at me for too long"

Taeyeon gulped. The unnie has gone a few meters, looking at the sunflower at the tiny flower shop.

"Fany"

"Yeah?"

"I missed you"

"Me too, Taetae"

"Uhm"

"Gotta go, Tae. I'll call when I can"

"Sure" Taeyeon hear the disconnected beep and sigh.

 

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Tiffany. Tiffany.

Taeyeon jabs her salad, absentmindedly.

"The foods great"

Taeyeon smiles. "True" The unnie has been great travel partner, she took a lot of photos of her, beautiful photos, beautiful candid photos. "The food in London's great"

"Cannot wait for tomorrow"

Taeyeon nodded, tomorrow they will leave London and go to their next planned country. "Hope the weather will be fine"

Taeyeon checked her phone, after she post her trip on Instagram she's been receiving a lot of likes and comments. she's trying to reply to her members' comment but it's been hard to see past the notifications. she tap her friends' instagram story on her private account, glide through them, watching the glimpse of their life in motion.

her finger twitched. the mutual friends of her and Tiffany just post a picture together. Tiffany.

Tiffany walking, laughing, eyesmiling. with someone.

that freaking oppa.

that freaking oppa.

that freaking DJ-oppa.

 

The unnie in front of her notice the change of mood and shake her head. "Tiffany?"

"Hm? Oh. Yeah, yeah"

"How are you two?"

"Fine, I guess. Fine"

"Okay"

The unnie continue eating her pasta, checking her phone as well.

 

Taeyeon immediately call Tiffany. She taps her feet, worriedly, anticipately.

 

"Hel-"

"Hey"

"Why are you so rushed"

"How's.. trip"

"Good, It's been good"

"I see"

"Uhm, why are you calling, Tae?"

"Disney sounds fun"

"What are you talking abo- Oh, yeah it's fun"

"I see you're.. enjoying it"

"I love disney"

"I know"

"And oppa's fun too"

"Right"

"How's unnie?"

"Fine"

"Uhm.. okay.. so.."

"Wait"

Taeyeon get up, covering the speaker as she locked eyes with unnie. "Sorry, I have to go to bathroom" 

The unnie just nodded and Taeyeon hurriedly walked past rows of tables.

"Fany"

"Tae"

"I don't like that oppa"

"You don't like every men in my life except my dad and brother"

"That's not true"

"Whatever, Tae, I don't wanna argue"

"That's not true"

"Yeah, okay"

"I'm asking you, as a friend, to stop seeing him"

"Well, you know what? No"

Taeyeon sighed, deeply. "Why?"

"Why you don't like him?"

"I- I- I just know"

"You haven't even met him!"

"I know bad influencer when I see one"

"You haven't seen him, Tae... Please not this again?"

Taeyeon bit her lips. "Sorry"

"I can't talk to you if we're gonna argue every single time"

"I.. Really care about you"

Taeyeon can hear the distinct sound of deep

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tipco09 #1
Chapter 1: I guess the Taeyeon European tour pictures inspired this? I'm sad for Taeyeon in your story because it looks like Tiffany is ready to spread her wings elsewhere and without Taeyeon constantly at her back. But the pictures on instagram show me a happy Taeyeon.
sleepingprince
#2
Chapter 1: I'm sad and worried too . But i guess there's nothing we could do except to support them :)
sleepingprince
#3
Looking forward to your story author shi :)