Nothing Can Save Me

Not Just Yet

"You Try To . Run Away . Run Away From The World . But Then You . Run Away . Run Away From Yourself ."

 

🎶Amor Fati - Epik High🎶

 

➡️Without a single word or thought, the two stayed there in that position for a while, it seemed. Even after Woojin had confirmed the guy was out of sight, he didn't dare to move, either out of embarrassment or desire. "Hyungseob! Woojin! Where are you guys? I don't see you on the camera anymore." It wasn't until then, they both quickly pulled away. Hyungseob had his eyes on the ground, obviously with a tomato-like face by now. Woojin looked at the other, trying to find words to say, but they just didn't come out. "Hello guys? Are you dead?"

 

"Jihoon! Don't say that!" another voice, presumably Seongwoo's, came through from the background in the earpiece. Woojin was the first to come back to his senses to answer.

 

"We're fine, Jihoon. Do you know where he went?" Oh my gosh, what just happened?

 

"Yeah, I saw him on the camera near some old, abandoned building near wherever you all were at."

 

"Alright." Looking at the frozen boy in front of him, he called out. "Hyungseob..." The other slowly looked up to the other, still shocked. "I'm...sorry."

 

"No... It's fine." IT WAS NOT FINE. He then let out a small laugh saying, "I understand. It was for the urgency of the situation, right? It's okay." I hope it wasn't just for the urgency. "But I think we should really go now. Before we lose him."

 

"Oh...yeah. You're right. Let's go." Hyungseob could've sworn he saw eyes of disappointment before he turned the corner. Now, they walked with about 5 feet between them; the older followed behind. Hyungseob! Stop worrying about boy problems right now! You need to focus on saving Euisoo. He mentally slapped himself, letting out a heavy breath. Once the sounds of fast, heavy steps got louder behind them, Hyungseob saw Woojin again, except he was also turned around to inspect the source of the noise.

 

"Guys! Wait up for me!" It was only Daniel. When he did catch up, he stopped to place his hands in his knees and panted. "I know my way around this place, so let's get to that building, asap." He went on walking before them first, in which the two let him take lead and went on too.

 

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After the whole 'chaos' outside, Hyungseob found him and the other two in a dark, creepy hallway; they had finally made their way inside that abandoned building. Broken windows and large dust bunnies describe the scene of this place. Scary indeed, especially when it was night time. The youngest of the bunch could see Daniel trying to suppress his coughs in case the suspect may hear him. Speaking of the suspect, they had crept down the hallway when they saw him go upstairs, maybe where the rooftop was; they had already been up 10 flights of stairs, so this had to be the end of it, as it didn't seem to be than 15 floors from the outside. Once they reached the top, they didn't dare let out a breath. Woojin even went as far as ending the call through the earpiece to avoid making any type of sounds.

 

Right in front of their eyes, there stood several columns around the place, which wasn't exactly a rooftop, but an old parking lot, covered by the actual roof. Almost invisible to their sights, they spotted a rope tied around one of the large columns, and an un-moving hand just to the right of it on the ground. Daniel had poked them and gestured to the only figure there that was confirmed to be alive-the suspect. The suspect was verified by Hyungseob, earlier that day, to be a chaebol and heir to Wenara's Paper Company. This company held the most successful CEO in all of Wenara, Lee Hanbin, and his step-son was going to take over it in some years; this son was no other than Kim Samuel, a 24-year-old with a criminal past since he was a kid, but nothing to the extent of murder. Hyungseob had heard alot of him, as he overheard people in the station sometimes discussing his cases. Now, here he is, with a forensic worker named Daniel and his crush named Woojin, tracking down every step Samuel takes in this suffocating vast space. There's no time to waste, so Woojin went ahead to reveal himself to the guy. Daniel followed too, leaving a scared Hyungseob at the entrance, but that was solved by the oldest dragging him in. "Ow! Daniel, let go of my wrist!" Hyungseob whispered, very much loudly. This, indeed, caught the attention of Samuel. He turned around to expose himself in a dark gray suit with his hands in his pockets. His chill expression quickly reversed into a shocked one, but they could see he was trying to keep his cool.

 

"Wh-who are you guys? What are you doing here?"

 

"Put up the act, Mr. Heir. Give us Euisoo and we'll pay you back," Woojin announced. There was a scoff.

 

"Ahh, geez. I got caught already." Taking his hands out, they were now in the air, ready to comply. Woojin's and Daniel's eyes met as a sign of what to do next. "C'mon, let's end this without a fight, eh?" Slowly, he walked backward towards the pole. "Besides, you wouldn't want to see Miss Euisoo here get hurt, right?"


"Alright!" Daniel exclaimed. Quickly, he paced to Samuel and grabbed his arms to put it behind his back. With a click of metal, he almost threw the boy to the others before running to the unconscious body tied to the pole. "Y'all go first. I'll take care of her and we'll be back at the station in a bit. I should send her to a hospital for now." Both Woojin and Hyungseob grabbed into either side of Samuel's arms and went down the several flights of stairs.

Once at the bottom, the two of them walked to the car, where Woojin cuffed one of his arms to the handle of the roof. "How anti-climatic," he said before slamming the door and going around to the driver's seat. As soon as Hyungseob got into his seat, the car drove off in the midst of the night. The way back was silent, before a word from the back seat announced its presence.

"Man, that was no fun, officers." No response followed after. "Hey, guys, don't ignore me. You're making me feel lonely."

"Shut up," Woojin said, without emotion.

"Ooh, scary." Samuel then laughed hysterically, causing Hyungseob to jump a little. "By the way, I haven't seen you two before. Looks like Chief Park has been promoting some pretty boys. And you, I haven't heard your voice yet." The person he alluded to was silently flustered, but he didn't answer. "Oh my god, You guys are no fun. I guess all that hard work went into nothing."

"Yeah, all your hard work, you call it." Hyungseob still hadn't said a word, seemingly lifeless at this point.

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Now arrived at the station, everyone turned to see the newcomer make a loud ruckus. "Ehey, let go! I can walk myself, geez." The man who was struggling between the grasps of the detectives was now pulled by a guard and thrown into a temporary cell. At the same time, Chief Park came into play and dragged his son to the back, where his office was located. Stealthily, the younger cop followed. Around the corner, Ahn waited for the door to shut tight before going there and pressing his ear against it.

"Woojin, why didn't you tell me who the suspect was before going out?" the stern voice of the elder said, loud enough for the boy outside to door to hear, but nothing that'll reach the ears of anyone aside the hall.

"You never asked me to tell you that beforehand, Father."

"Do you know what could've happened if people saw you bringing in the heir to Wenara's highest company right now?" The voice turned into a louder one, with a hint of anger. "If anything about this gets to the media, not only you, but I will get in trouble! Mr. Hanbin Lee's inauguration for his new ambassador position is tomorrow, and we'll do nothing but ruin it!"

"But-"

"No, we are closing this case immediately. Round the team up to the conference room, along with Mr. Samuel Kim and the victim. I can't have this happen!" As the knob twisted, Hyungseob went around the corner to avoid his Chief. He didn't appear until Woojin came out of the room.

"Woojin..." he started with his small voice.

"Hyungseob...I'm...I'm sorry." The other was currently trapped in Park's embrace. "I know this isn't what you were expecting, but it's how life works. The ones in power get what they want, while we cover their tails. I'm sorry for crushing your dreams like this, but just know I'm nothing like my dad. I want to bring justice too, but I can't do anything but rot behind his back. When I told you I wasn't a good person, this is what I meant. I've tried to do anything I could, but I can't run away from what life has already given me. I'm so sorry, Seob."

In response to his emotional monologue, the other said, "Woojin...stop. I understand. It's not your fault. You're not responsible for me. It's your dad, not you. It's those with pride and power, not us. It's okay." When they pulled away from each other, there was a staring contest where they both still had arms holding the other. Without a word, they looked at each other, no movement, until-

"Woojin! Chief called us," Jihoon announced as he cut the corner, but went back as quickly as he came. That whole session ended with a deep sigh from Woojin.

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Back in the conference room, the 5 of the team with Samuel, Euisoo, and Chief Park sat around the table, awaiting what words will come out of the eldest's mouth. Euisoo was reported to have been in perfect condition and hurried to the station; she said something along the lines of wanting to get back to Euiwoong, who was somewhere in the station right now. "In honor of having Mr. Samuel Kim here with us, I will dismiss any charges, evidence, and statements that can go against him."

"Huh??" Seongwoo gasped, "Sir, why-"

"We, as the police, cannot be ashamed to put such a person behind bars." As Samuel approved with nods and closed eyes, Hyungseob couldn't help but think disgusting. "Therefor, I will disband this team immediately and destroy anything that has to deal with this case. I wish to not hear your individual thoughts, so please do not discuss this out loud. Heavy consequences will follow, if so happens." With his finishing sentence, he nodded to a guard at the door, who went to Samuel's side, ready to him. "Thank you for your cooperation, Mr. Kim!"

"Oh, no worries, Chief Park. I promise this won't happen again," he laughed, along with the elder. "Goodbye, officers. It was fun playing this game. Though, it wasn't as thrilling as the other times, I thank you!" His sadistic smile made the atmosphere uneasy, but was fixed by him, the guard, and the chief making their way out. As soon as it happened, Daniel scoffed, his arms crossed, shaking his head.

"Ms. Euisoo, are you okay?" Jihoon turned to the lady on his right to speak.

"Oh, yes, thank you, officer. I thank you all for saving me, but I am also very sorry. I am sorry I sent off Mr. Kim without a single charge. I just really want to get back home and have Euiwoong again. He must be so scared right now. I must be so selfish." Her head hung low as she spoke.

"Euisoo, it's okay. I know you want to protect Euiwoong after all of this, but are you sure you're okay?" Hyungseob inquired.

"Yeah, Hyungseob. I am physically and mentally fine, but where is Woong?"

"He's at my house with Guan- I mean, my significant other. He is protecting him for now," Jihoon responded.

"Why, thank you, and your...husband?"

"Yes, no problem," he said while putting two thumbs up and a knowing smile.

"Guys, did you not hear him? He's disbanding us and we haven't even known each other for 24 hours yet!" Seongwoo pointed out.

Woojin then exhaled, "I'm sorry, guys. As your former leader, I apologize. I really hope there will be a day when we can team up again and do this properly." Hyungseob patted his back, comforting him. Just then, maybe out of exasperation, Daniel was the first to leave by somewhat stomping out and letting the door slam, hurting the ears of those still inside. The mood of the atmosphere weighed down on their shoulders.

Euisoo then spoke up. "Officers, I think I should get going now. I wouldn't want to be here causing to upset you all."

"Euisoo-" Hyungseob started.

"No, I should go to Euiwoong and claim my house back. Trust me, I am perfectly fine. I don't want to put anymore drama in my life by fighting against a powerful figure trying to win over a case." She proceeded to get up.

"Ms. Lee, wait for me. I will drive you to my house to pick up Euiwoong. I think I should go too. I need to make dinner for Guanlin."

"I'm gonna go too. I have some work to do at the lab anyway. It was nice being here while it lasted." With his playful smile, Seongwoo saluted to Woojin and walked out the room, followed by Jihoon and Euisoo. Lastly, there stood Ahn and Park in the dimly lit room.

"Hyungseob."

"Hmm?" He look towards the other, who now seemed tired, still wearing his gray sweater. Woojin then sat upon the table with both hands in the pockets of his pants.

"About earlier..." The latter noticed what he was talking about, so a faint blush ran across his cheeks. Once again, he thanked the almost nonexistent lights that hid his pink face. "Well..." he stopped his sentence, biting his lips, looking kind of nervous. PARK WOOJIN. "I'm sorry again."

"No, no!" Ahn put out his hands and shook them in a stopping motion. "It's fine. I don't need to hear anymore apologies from you." When his arms fell back down beside his body, there was a hand that came up to the top of his pitch-black hair.

Woojin laughed while softly ruffling the other's hair, "Alright, alright." OHHH MY FREAKING GOSH. He brought his hand down with his smile going away too. "But," Hyungseob finally looked up at Woojin, "what if...it wasn't just for the situation?"

"W-What?"

"What if...it happened and it wasn't for an excuse?" There was a silence that filled the room, as they stared at each other again.

"Um..."

"YOU CAN'T HANDLE FANXY CHILD. YOU CAN'T HAND-"

"Hello?" Hyungseob was slightly embarrassed at the question that was asked to him, but even more about how his ringtone interrupted the mood. "Yeah, Jihoon?...His?...Alright." After it had ended, he found the older looking at him, searching for answers. "Um, Jihoon wants you to move your car. He said you parked in front of him and he can't get out."

"Oh, um, okay then. I guess I'll go home now." Hyungseob nodded. "Bye, Seob." He waved at the other, before closing the door, leaving the exhausted boy in the room by himself.

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"'What if it happened and it wasn't for an excuse?'"

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The next morning around 8:30am, Hyungseob awoke with half of his body on and off the bed. It must've been from the stress from the past weekend. All he remembers from last night was getting home, taking a shower, and jumping right into bed; dinner wasn't an option at the time. As soon as he finished his morning routine, he went straight to the kitchen to make himself a bowl of cereal. Once made, he sat in his small living room on the couch, turning in the TV. Just as he was gonna put a spoonful into his mouth, the doorbell rang. He grunted. Who's coming to see me at 9 in the morning??

"Hey." OHHHHMYG- He was embarrassed from his situation currently. Only wearing a big white T-shirt and undergarments, it covered until only mid-thigh, where everything else was basically exposed. Not to mention, his big glasses he only wore at home; he didn't have to go to work til 10, so why put contacts in now?

"OH, Woojin. Um, what're doing here?" He sweat nervously.

"Um, I thought I would return your sweater." He gave him a small smile. While at it, he welcomed himself in and sat on his couch. "Also, I really don't wanna go to the station yet. Not really up to see the Chief right now." In his black hoodie and sweatpants, he looked the most comfortable as he reached for the remote to change the channel. Meanwhile, Hyungseob slowly walked over to him, sitting as far away as possible on his oh-so-small couch.

On the Monday news, there came something on the screen that equally surprised the both of them. Hyungseob couldn't help but clench the gray fabric he still held between his hands.

"Holy....." Woojin couldn't even finish his sentence.

"This man here!" a familiar voice from the TV shouted in front of the hundreds of people, both present at the event and watching nationally. "He has a son! Who is a criminal!" The amount of camera flashes and confused voices just grew louder. "He! Samuel Kim! Step son of this man right here! Has kidnapped, stolen, and threatened all his life! But he hasn't been punished according to justice! His son! Kidnapped my sister!" The crazed eyes of Euiwoong showed anger and desire. No.... Just then, there were several guards coming up to the boy. Hyungseob couldn't hear anything at this point. All he did was watch his friend struggle against the holds of the men, exposing himself to the public like this. No...I should've did something...

"Woojin... What's...what's this..." The other was also at lost for words. Until the ring of his device went off, all he did was watch in awe. He didn't even get to say a thing as he listened to the other person on the line.

"Hyungseob, hey. We...we have to go. Now." He took the remote and hit the power button before dragging the younger into his own bedroom. "Here, put some pants on. The chief needs us there quickly. You need to snap out of it Seob. Euiwoong will be fine. We have to go now."

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"How dare you let this happen?!" The angry elder threw the TV remote he used in his office to the ground, almost hitting Woojin's foot. "Boy, you were supposed to clean up after yourself! You just humiliated the whole police force of Wenara in front of all its people!" The two detectives stood side by side, hands behind their backs, and heads looking down. "I don't care if you're my son, or who you are! If you mess us my orders, you will be punished!" As Hyungseob was tense, Woojin just stood there, as if it happens all the time (in which it did). His miserable life he lives, for which he can't live it comfortably, with his father in the way. "You! Why aren't you answering me?!" He went up to Woojin. Slap. Hyungseob cringed at the noise of it. Tears almost forming at the corners of his eyes. Woojin almost fell, but successfully stood straight, in the same position. Once again, the noise of a smack echoed off the walls of the confined room. Though it hurt, Woojin stood tall and didn't bleed, but maybe bruising a little. "And you! Traffic cop!" Hyungseob kept his head low, but his his face because he didn't want Woojin to see him almost crying. "How dare you let your friend do this?! You were supposed to take care of him! This is your mess too!" With a raise of an arm from Chief Park, Hyungseob shut his eyes tight, and waited for the impact. But, it didn't come the few seconds later.

"Don't touch him." Woojin had his father's arm within his strong grasp. The two others looked at him, shocked.

"PARK WOOJIN!" Park Elder yelled. Though, all he did was let go of the arm and grabbed the one of Ahn's.

"Woojin..." he whispered.

Staring right into his father's eyes, he said, "Let's go, Seob." He left while dragging along the younger out the room.

As the door slam, all they heard was, "PARK WOOJIN, YOU LITTLE-" Woojin walked heavily with the other's arm still in his hand. Now out the station, Woojin put Hyungseob on the side of the car where he opened the door for him.

"W-where are we going?" the curious Seob asked.

"Somewhere. Somewhere not here." He complied and sat in the passenger seat, while Woojin rounded about to his seat. Sigh.

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A/N. Kind Of Not Edited :( But Here Ya Go. A Pretty Angsty Chapter. More Progress In Jinseob Tho, Right? Hehe. Sorry About That "Anti-" Tho ;( I Just Wrote And I Got Here lol. Btw. Yes. Samuel :((  I Don't Hate Samuel, I Just Thought Of Which Character To Play The Role Of The Kidnapper And Was Like, "Heeeey, Why Not Samuel?" *Nervous Laughter* Bcuz I Realized I Had The Get Ugly Team Except Sam, So I Was Like wHy nOt? :)))) #IMSORRYSAMUELCRI

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MizuDrop #1
Chapter 5: Omg it updated HAHAHA
AND THEY HAVE GOTTEN TOGETHER BLESS UP!!
And omg please sleep. Do your homework too!! We readers shall be patient OUO
((Plus this chapter was really good too so T R E A T Y O U R S E L F))
MizuDrop #2
Chapter 4: OMG THIS STORY ASCDAIJCNADOJCNDAOJCNOWDJN
IT'S SO COOL, LIKE YOUR STYLE OF WRITING AND THE QUOTES FROM EPIK HIGH'S SONGS
GOOD JOB!!
dry_petals
#3
Don't you ever get over Jinseob, because writers like you are needed to keep the ship alive. I refuse to let it sink, IT WON'T SINK IN MY HEART! Listen, you are doing great. The foreword alone sounds so promising.
mantibaby
#4
Great job loveeeeeeee