Does he have an idea of how much I love him?

I dont think so.

Otherwise he wouldnt make me suffer like this.

He certainly dont know how bug my feelings for him are.

He dont know his smile makes my heart beats faster.

He dont know his voice tickles my ears like the most beautiful song.

He dont know when he graze me, the shivers which run in my body make me crazy.

He dont know he's the one I think about from morning to night.

He dont know he's the one I wanna see, more than anyone else, when I dont feel good.

He dont know he's the one to who I wanna tell all the things which make me happy.

He dont know he's the one who cheer me up the most, just by being there.

He dont know he's also the one who hurt me the most sometimes.

He dont know I could do anything for him.
He dont know I felt in love with him the first time I saw him.

He dont know I'll probably love him till my death.

He dont know how much I wish he loves me too.

He dont know I could make him be happy, more than anybody else.

He dont know he could make me happy like no one could.

He dont know if he's happy, I am too.

He dont know when he's sad, my heart cries, silently, but more painfully than if I were the one to be hurt.

He dont know a day I didnt see him is a useless day to me.

He dont know each moment I spend with him is a memory I cherish more than everything else in this world.
He dont know when I close my eyes, its his face which appears on my eyelids.

He dont know he's the one I dream about all the nights.

He dont know its when he's by my side that I feel alive and complete.

No, he dont know.

He knows nothing.

Otherwise he wouldnt tell me all this.

Cause he'd know its hurting me.

Cause he'd know even if I dont let anything appear on my face, even if I listen to him and comfort him, hearing him talk like this make me suffer.

If he knew, he'd propably not talk about his love for someone else.

But if he knew, he'd go away from me.

So I dont say anything.

Cause I'd rather suffer than to lose him.

Cause I love him.
Cause I love him more than my own life.

I love him so much Im becoming crazy.

Yes, I love you Chansung.

I wish you knew how much I dream that one day you'll tell me « I love you too Junho ».

But this wont happen.
But I'll still stay by your side.

I'll always be there for you.

Not only cause I love you.
But because I know Im someone precious to you.

Im your best friend.

And its enough for me.

Well, I hope it is.