Dear Diary, I finally reached my dreams. I'am finally and Idol now.  I debuted with Red Velvet and they welcomed me warmly. Even though I still don't know them well, Seungwan Unnie is already my favorite.  But I hate it when she's calling me Yerimie, only one person can call me that. And that person didn't even congratulated me.  Nor texted or called me. I've been staring at my phone for the past 30 minutes and my Unnies are staring at me weirdly. Sooyoung Unnie even called me a weirdo for starong at my phone which was laying on the table. "Kim Yerim. Quit staring at your phone, if you're waiting for a call it will just beep. Sooyoung is right, you are starting to look like a weirdo" Seungwan unnie said and took my phone away so I had no choice to wait for his text's or messages. Even tho, I knew it from the start that he won't ever call me. I still waited. And I'am such a fool, again. Curse him.   - Cutie Yerimie