My deepest condolences to Kim Jonghyun's family. I didn't cry last night but when my office mate mentioned his death, I couldn't stop my tears from falling. It really hurts. Being a Shawol for 7 years, I've witnessed their hardship to be what they are now. Jonghyun was the crybaby of the group. I really don't know how to express what I feel right now. I'm not in the mood of talking. I feel like breaking apart.