Amber's POV 

Loving you isn't my choice 
the I never choose to be in love with you 
The first day we met
I wasn't even expecting to met someone like you that day 
But the fate let me to met you
The first day we met
I wasn't even expecting too, that my heart would be fluttered when i saw your face especially your beautiful eyes....
But fate let my heart felt fluttered that day  
I wasn't expecting my heart to choose you to be my first-love-at-first-sight 
really.....
But my heart did
That's what fate did to me
I wasn't even expecting us to be friends since that day, but fate said different. 
The fate wanted us to be friends and close with each other 
The more i'm being close to you
The more i fall for you 
I said to my heart "please don't, this is wrong"
But, the heart of mine couldn't hear what i was begged that time
And the Fate also taking it part
The fate let us fall more to you 
I wasn't even expecting you would be willing to talked to me everyday,every hours 
Did you still remeber those our happy days? 
We talked about school stuffs, your personal life that's why i get to know you more 
I wasn't even expecting you to be that so-open to me
But you let me too 
And the fate also let us too, to know about how our each other life is. 
When i let myself to fall hard for you 
And not blaming fate anymore....
I showering you with much of loves and cares 
I accept all your flaws and wanted to stick with you always
but the fate....
That's when the fate being cruel to me again
Just when i decided to let everything flow and stopped lying to myself and to you about my feelings
Fate turned its back to me
Suddenly, we grew apart 
We seems having so many problems and fight a lot with no reason 
You changed and also me because i felt you are not the person i once knew 
You turn your back at me because you already seems had met someone better than me
Once again, Fate let us grew apart and all the bad things happen...
the things that cracking my heart into a little tiny pieces 
Until one day i decided to left what we once had 
When i just wanted to turn my back to you 
the fate didn't allow it 
You came back for me again... 
Like nothing happened 
and once more, fate let you come back to me after what you did to my heart 
Being a fool 
I let you came back to me
..........
But later,
When things getting good on us and everything getting more serious to me 
Just when the thought of confessing my feelings to you crossing my mind and heart 
Once again, fate is so cruel 
Once again, you turned your back to me 
Without reasons
You left me hanging like  
So me being a loser
I will just accept my fate
my cruel fate....
and set you free