(Vernon's POV)

"And Finally, Here's our Boo Seungkwan."

Vernon smiled at him and Seungkwan also smiled and look endearingly to one particular person. The one that his heart beats. The reason why he sings.

You walked into the room
And now my heart has been stolen
You took me back in time to when I was unbroken
Now you're all I want
And I knew it from the very first moment
Cause a light came on when I heard that song
And I want you to sing it again

Vernon always love the way Seungkwan sing like he can spend his entire life just listening to the latter singing.

The way he shines whike singing is the view that he would love to see.

Vernon is really inlove with him and no one can deny it. Seungkwan is his first love. Seungkwan is his everything. Everything that he need to stay alive and survive life.

I swear that every word you sing
You wrote them for me
Like it was a private show
But I know you never saw me
When the lights come on and I'm on my own
Will you be there to sing it again
Could I be the one you talk about in all your stories
Can I be him

He can do anything for him. He loves him too much that he even forgot to love his own self.

He become selfless.

He became someone that he never thought he would be.

I heard there was somone but I know he don't deserve you
If you were mine I'd never let anyone hurt you
I wanna dry those tears, kiss those lips
It's all that I've been thinking about
Cause a light came on when I heard that song
And I want you to sing it again

Meeting Seungkwan is fate, Falling in love with Seungkwan is his choice and staying in love with him is Hansol's decision.

Those beautiful pair of eyes that he wants to stare at, those soft hands that he wants to hold forever.

Hansol's mind is clouded with thoughts about Seungkwan.

I swear that every word you sing
You wrote them for me
Like it was a private show
But I know you never saw me
When the lights come on and I'm on my own
Will you be there to sing it again
Could I be the one you talk about in all your stories

Everyone wants stay with someone that the loves. Everyone would do anything just to have the one they love in their arms.

Hansol is one of them, he would do anything just to have Seungkwan in his arms.

Can I be the one
Can I be the one
Can I be the one
Oh, can I, can I be him
Won't you sing it again
Oh, when you sing it again
Can I be him
Won't you sing it again
Oh, when you sing it again
Can I be him

The song that Seungkwan sings feels like it was meant for him like it was created for him.

He bitterly smile because of that thought.

I swear that every word you sing
You wrote them for me
Like it was a private show
But I know you never saw me
When the lights come on and I'm on my own
Will you be there, will you be there
Can I be the one you talk about in all your stories
Can I be him
Can I be him
Can I be him
Can I be him

After Seungkwan bows, he immediately step down the stage while Hansol is still staring at him and still amazed by his performance.

Seungkwan's smile reach his eyes and he quickly run to come to him. 

Hansol smiled.

Seungkwan hugs Mingyu and his boyfriend kiss him on his forehead and gives a bouquet of flowers to him.

Vernon whose standing in the back row steps back and turn. He went outside the auditorium with his hands on his chest.

It hurts him that the one he love were embraced already by someone's arms but its the reality that hit him. Seungkwan don't even know that he exist. Hansol is not existing on Seungkwan's world.

Hansol is just someone that is loving him secretly, and little did Seungkwan know that there's a guy named Chwe Hansol that loves him ever since even before he met Mingyu.

Seungkwan is his life, his everything and his love.
Hansol is just a stranger that Seungkwan actually didn't know.

How he wish that he can be that "him" that Seungkwan sing for. 

How he wish that he can be the one that Seungkwan wants to see.

How he wish that he's that "him" and the onenthat Seungkwan loves.

Vernon asks himself..

"Can I be him?"

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Ps. Im sorry for the grramatical errors. 

Pps. Hope you like it. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ