……..hic……hic……hic……hic……

   

"Lulu! Don’t forgot to Take your medicine and drink some water" my mom shouted in a rough voice..

Its always happen to come when I thought of that day that trigerred memory ……..

 

Its been a year… I am suffering from this .do you ever think , something which is usual for everyone ..becomes unusual for you all of a sudden ..unusual in the sense ,its not any kind of super powers or …..anything …it is the worst gift I ever got in my life …

 

Yes …my hiccups …because of this my life become toneless …lifeless….In my life ,fighting with my hiccup is my full time job…even in the night it came … distrubing my dream life … it made me forgot the taste of my voice ……

 

At first I thought it will last for only a short time, but  it is not like that ..it continued for two days

…my parents got confused ..they take me to doctors …but they tried all the way …nothing worked out ..they said that I am suffering from persistent hiccups….and it cannot be cured …it may be caused due to the damage in the irritation of the Vagus muscle or phrenic muscle which serve the diaphram muscle…but according to my scan …but according to my scan I don’t have any such kind of iritation …so they said it may be due to some kind of trauma …..so my parents and doctors kept asking me ,if I have experienced any such things ……offcourse yes ..but I cannot tell them what it is ..so I probably answered no …..

 

That’s why iam taking medicine now…. But still now that confused memory of mine reminding me of that incident all the time …

     

Do you know ..how I got my first long  hiccup…..it might be funny…and sweet ..and still painfull.. …but anything which happens sudden ..whether a good or a bad …it will only make you fell in fear ,dispite how strong You are ….

 

(flash back)

It was gloomy morning though I like it …it doesn't make feel something bad is gonna happen as my mom said …

 

I don’t care about what she said ..then ,as usual …I make my way towards the bus stop for the arrival of my school bus..as soon as I reached I saw my girl friend ..and my friends waiting over there in the crowd in bus stop…the place is soo noisy…everybody is busy with their conversation …dispite everything   I started chatting with each other …we  were laughing and joking at each other…as the bus arrives …we rushed ourselves to get our favorite last seat….fortunately it was empty…so we made our move into the large back seat of our bus ..where we used to sit ….as my mom said ..the climate has gotten even worse ..like a sunless lackluster….it slowly started drizzling …then it started a heavy cloudburst….we were asked to nod the window….because of the cold breeze coming through the corner of the window beside me ,,directing hitting my face ..made me shiver ….i was trying to cover myself with my small bag …but my bag also seems to be wet …..even though  my school was nearer in the city …we traveled there like a numinous ……as soon as we reach … I depart from my bus ….the school seems like a haunted place because of the murky climate ….. My classes stated as I entered …. The climate made me sick ….. My body temperature is not normal… I cannot concentrate on the lessons ….suddenly everything in front of me started to blur ..my eyes started collapsing ….i told my girlfriend who is sitting aside me ..that I was feeling like iam going to fall at any time ..but she smirked at me …suddenly like an electric shock….i heard the ear poping sound raising the roof ..everybody screaming ..omg !... I passed out ………

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I slowly opened my eyes … I can see the blurred motion of hands shaking in front of my eyes …. I can hear the sound "are you okay …luhan can you hear me …." I slowly came to my knowledge and try to respond to my surrounds….i feel like I went through a lucid decapitation ….. I tired to lift my body ..but I cant … my health class teacher is forcing me to rest …… resting my body I turned to see what's happening outside ..through the closed glass window which is covered with a green curtains slowly raising up and down … I can feel its still raining … after a few hours of rest …my health teacher gave me some energy drink and a two to three pills to take …she said that my body temperate is not normal  as I got a sudden fever and a acute  cough .. I can feel my soar throat ….dry tongue ….weak body ….. When I tried to spoke … my voice is undertone…it is adenoidal … I feel wheezy…. So I just took the pills and rest for a sleep…. After the day off , my girl friend and my friends came to see me, to help me… they carried my study bag and my laptop… my girlfriend helped me to lift my body … I started slowly to down my leg hitting the floor …slowly passing my weight to my leg …I stood up ..my girlfriend and my friend helped me by making my hands encircling

Their shoulders….. I began to walk …we slowly passed the health room…. Making our way toward the bus which is far ahead from my eyes ….i feel too lazy  even after a siesta ….walking in the corridor ….. I can see a tall image coming towards me …I slowly blinked my eyes to get a clear image …..my friends were also got confused by the tall image which is heading towards us…. They stopped walking and hold me …..slowly I can see a clear vision 

Of a tall guy wearing a same uniform like us …wearing a round googles like Gandhi .. I heard in history class….the googles are resting on his mid nose ….he has a glossy hair slightly frizz down to touching his googles…he has a tall body with a short neck and round face I watched his feet…. He came nearer ….and stopped  ….i slowly lifted  my face beyond my ability since he is one  feet taller than me   to ask him what he wants …   he slowly came close to me making me fear to lift my face … I lay down my face …. He slowly lift his hands and covered both my cheeks with his hands …. I feel bad ..why he is doing such action …my friends were stunned ..they don’t know what to do ….cause the man in front of me is doing unusual actions ….they thought he was a devil as he doesn’t answer any of their question ….three of us felt in terror ..and we tried to run ..  offcourse  my girl friend and my friend started running like they are an  Agoraphophic ….leaving me behind ..alone ….. I don’t know  what kind of situation I am in ….. I am too weak to run ….. He slowly lift my chin….he slowly slide his neck and smiled at me in a cute gracious way ……. Removing his googles and placing it in the side wall of the corridor …. He make his move even close proximity  to me ….pressing his chest towards mine …he looked into my eyes deeply like an Opia ( the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye)……slowly making me feel his breath and resisting my breath ….he started preparing himself for action …. I just closed my eyes …. After few seconds … I can feel alluring sensual lips pressing mine in a warm way ….inviting me to make contact to exchange the juicy ….I accepted ….like I am in Basorexia….. The kiss started gentle and soft ……. He slowly tender his hand gently on the back of my head….softly ….then his hand grip my hair as he pulls me tighter to his mouths ..alternating  between open with probing tongue and closed nibbling on each others lips …its hard and ….yummy …..  A touch of cool breeze ,warm and gentle embrace….taking in memory of my  first kiss and dreaming the moment …………………he was getting too ………. Suddenly I lost my breath …. I pushed him against the wall   since I can't catch my breath  ……he slowly moved me resting against the wall  ….holding my hands up…..and  he whispered in my ears …" enjoy while it last " ….and continued to kiss my cheeks and grazing my lips slightly he run his tongue along my bottom lips and I got back in the middle I take his lip lightly with my teeth..i then lightly on it …and again graze my lips over his … the kiss continues soft ….until we can take it no longer and it builds in strength ..until we can no longer hold back our passion ……I felt hot and cold breeze hitting me alternately …I feel the tender fingers touching my face ……………………….suddenly I heard foot steps running towards us …the sound was getting closer …..he continued to me …..but suddenly he came to his sense ……he softly  kissed me at my fore head while I am closing my eyes ..and whispered that he loves me …..he left ……..

 

While my friends and my teacher came …they thought I was murerdered or something bad happens to me ……I was leaning myself on the side wall for support …probably they didn’t 

See anything …..he left by saying that he loves me …but he didn’t say what his name is and who he is and why he loves me …..

 

 my friends and my teacher asked me about what happens …..but I said nothing happens in a wheezy voice ….they asked me about that  tall guy ……I said he is  just   a passerby ..and he is mistaken me for someone else….Thats it ….  I don’t want  to open up what actually happened ……

 

Days pass by…..

 

 after three days , I went to school ..but it is not like my usual day ….after what happened that day I cannot think anything except him …. I searched for him ..the whole day skipping my classes

…but I don’t find any trace of him …..I started to doubt about myself whether he is real or not …

Or just my illusion … but he is not ….cause I had his googles that he left on the corridor side wall….so its not my illusion ….when I see that googles ….the moment I spent with him …the hot and cool breeze of him…the sweet words whispered ….everything reminds me of him…..suddenly I got into deep depression ….simply I  got the hiccups …. …….i drank water …..but  it doesn’t stop…..it lasted for three hours ……first I thought it was normal …..it continued 

Just like that for one week ….then it became uncontrollable …..

 

 

………..now its been one year …..daily I see that googles ,my eyes filled with water, suddenly  the

Hiccups came ..at first it is like a torture for me ….because of that hiccup , I lost my friends ..I lost

My conversation …..i lost my smile ….i lost my life …..thinking of him all the day….

 

  still hoping he will come ….

 

 

          today , just like everyday the hiccups started at the morning ……now I am eating lunch ..as like everyday I think it will last until evening …..

 

  but suddenly …my hiccups stopped ……I felt like some one is touching my back ….asking excuse me ….. It was quite not  familiar …… I slowly turned my body ….. I was stunned to see …..he asked me whether I am searching for someone ….and he said 

He left something …… he is the same one …..I  gave him his googles but he said he left a part of his which cannot be taken once given ……and he said  that his name is Sehun……..and he came close to me and kissed me ..my forehead and said I wont get hiccups anymore ….cause he is going to be with me always cause he loves me ……..