Jessica Jung Sooyeon. The girl that plagues my every waking and every sleeping moment. When we are not together, I wonder about what she is doing then - maybe eating breakfast? Nah, she’s too much of a sleepyhead to do that - but it's cute to see her squint at the clock, calculating how much snooze time she has.

When we are together, I marvel at how her hair falls perfectly across her forehead, over her define jaw to rest on her shoulder, highlighting the whiteness of her neck. Even when there is a strong wind, it almost seem as if the heavens are trying to mess with her, because they are jealous that such an angel actually exist outside its realms.

Whenever she looks at me and smile, my heart clenches up and I simply turn into a fool. Whenever she rests her arm on my shoulder, I feel a sense of pride rush over me - she choose me to rest her arm on es! I stand taller, trying to be the world's most comfortable arm-stand for her.

Whenever we are just sitting or in the car going somewhere, and I see her about to take a nap, I sit up straighter, and try to appeal to her that my shoulder was available for resting. I will look forward - because Hey, I didn't want to be too obvious - and try to use my innate telepathic skills to tell her that she can rest on me. Sometimes when I am feeling a little more confident, I would look at her and tap my shoulders, and she would smile and rest her head on my shoulder. At that moment, I would turn into Cerberus, I would not allow anyone to cut short her nap time even by a second. During those moments, I would leave a gap between my arm and my body, hoping that maybe she would slip her arms through it and hold onto mine. I often day dream of that happening, and I imagine myself slowly trying to get her fingers into my palm. I imagine myself comparing the size of her hand against mine. I imagine her treading her fingers through mine - I will never do it, because I don't want to make her uncomfortable - and me slowly but surely curling mine to hold hers.

Whenever I am out traveling wit