Dear HyukWoo,

I still remember our first date. Do you remember it?

It was a time before you joined your previous company, when you were still an underground rapper.

Before VV:D existed, and before you won Show Me the Money.

Before things got difficult and before you became popular.

We were so young back then and I thought we were in love. Or, at least I knew I was.

I was with you from the beginning and I loved watching you grow, but as you struggled, I struggled. It was painful to see you in pain with nothing I can do to soothe it. But I wanted to still be there for you, doing everything I could to support you from the side despite the troubles you had with your company.

But instead, you broke it off and ended things. I didn't and never blamed you for your decision, and we grew distant as we went back to friends.

But I had never stopped loving you.

I would hear from Sunghwa, that you decided to leave your old company and joined AOMG. He would assure me, without fail, that it was going to get better for you.

But I would still check up on you, checking and buying the songs you released with Jay's company. Smiling proudly to myself when I saw you at the top of the charts with Sunghwa and Hyoseob. I would come home from work and be sure to watch you on Show Me the Money 4 with Jay, smiling whenever I hear you talk. Something I dearly missed since we parted, but it was good enough