You Really Got A Hold On Me

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Adults have this habit of saying teens are just kids that don’t know what love really is. Kyungsoo heard that so much that he actually started to believe in it, but in the end he learned something really important: Others can't tell you how to feel, and all he had to do was listen to his heart and not other’s opinions.

 

 

 

 

 

Cover by 『Milk | Graphics Shop』

 

Warnings: Virtual Relationship, mention of cigarettes and self harm, BPD

Foreword

Jongin was motivated to act as if everything was fine, but Kyungsoo just couldn’t, so he disappeared for a while, coming back two weeks later to a very angry and worried Jongin, who took him back, as a friend. It started to happen a lot then, Jongin would upset him and the older would disappear or tell him he would leave, but in the end, deep inside, maybe not even that deep, he knew he could never abandon the younger male. It is the most toxic relation he has ever had, but he couldn’t get enough of it.

“I can’t have a long distance relationship. I can’t date. Those are two things I really can’t, I’m sorry Kyungsoo.”

  It was the answer he received.

  A month later Jongin was dating someone from another country.

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Ichihanabi #1
Chapter 1: Tlits fees like i wanna cheers for kyungso so much.. i love how you portray him and make him stronger. Thank you author nim
BaekYeolFan_ #2
Chapter 1: It was so nice to see soo moving forward <3
ohamick #3
Chapter 1: This is very sensitive for me, for i have a BPD. I hope i could cope up in life like Kyungsoo. .
kyungdosoo #4
thx for story
chensubs #5
Chapter 1: bile rose inside my throat i hate the weak Me n i also hate jingo the Coward™
Nyu_96 #6
Chapter 1: I loved this ♡ I love how amazing it was and especially the end ! Thanks a lot
squishykyung #7
Chapter 1: This was so good woah so good that I need more T.T
thankyou for this authornim <3
floralnori #8
Chapter 1: Wow. This is the first story I've read with a character with BPD, and I think you did a great job showing how difficult it is to live with it. I got a little teary in the part where Kyungsoo worried about knowing who he is versus how the disease causes him to feel and behave since identity issues such a big part of BPD. But I felt so hopeful for Kyungsoo. The time frame for the story after he decides to get better is really short, but I am so hopeful for him getting better and living a happier life. Thanks for this story. It really touched me.
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