"Oppa, where are we going?" Sooyun asked to her brother, Jungsoo.

"I want to introduce you to someone" Jungsoo said still remain focused on the street , he was driving. "Who?" Sooyun said plain. "Hm ... it's a secret" Jungsoo replied with a smile. "Oppa ~ just tell me~" Sooyun spoiled to her brother. "Err ... well I will tell you, her name Taeyeon, Kim Taeyeon." Jungsoo smiled, glanced at his favorite sister.

"Taeyeon? Ah! the girl that oppa told me before? " Sooyun played her right index finger in front of her chin, she was remembering. "Ne."

"Then tell me something about her! Oppa never told me!” she coaxed to her brother. "Err... she..."

~~***~~

Kim Taeyeon ...

A girl who can attract the attention of a Park Jungsoo. A girl who always in Park Jungsoo mind. Sociable girl who is very friendly to anyone. Perhaps no one can deny the goodness of her heart. But unfortunately, the fate have their another way…

.:.:.:.:.:.

"Taeyeon-ah, what are you doing here?" Jungsoo said on a girl who was tidied the bookshelves in the library, his lover. Taeyeon just smiled at Jungsoo and continue her activitied. "Since when did you become a member of the library?" Jungsoo said again, according to his knowledge Taeyeon not a member of the library.

"Hm, Sunny ask me to replace her for replace her. She said she had a date with Sungmin." Taeyeon replied.

"Ya, Kim Taeyeon! Why do you want? Are you more concerned about your friend than me? " Jungsoo asked barrage. "Aniyo, but I could not refuse." Taeyeon looked Jungsoo who was look at her sharply.

"Aish! I know that you can refuse it. " Jungsoo said bit upset. "Mianhae, oppa" Taeyeon begged little regret.

                He just looked to his girl. "Heuh ... well, here I help you" Jungsoo said as he picked up a pile of books in her hands. Taeyeon just smiled at her lover's hand and walked hand in hand with Jungsoo.

"Taeyeon-ah,what’s that?" Jungsoo asked when he looked a red liquid that flow from Taeyeon’s nose. "Uh ..." Taeyeon immediately hold the bottom of her nose. She could clearly see fresh blood in her hand. Jungsoo quickly reached into his pocket, he took a handkerchief and placed it on her nose.

"Omo ... honestly, what’s wrong with you? Why lately you frequent nosebleeds?" Jungsoo said, continues to wipe the blood that flow from the Taeyeon’s nose. Taeyeon just shook her head at Jungsoo’s question while held his hand. "I don’t know, maybe just fatigue" Taeyeon replied while made a smile.

"See, I'm getting better isn’t it?” Taeyeon said, standing up, she re-straighten the books. " If so, you'd better get some rest." Jungsoo made her sit back in one of the library chairs. "I'll tidy it up." He said again, adjusting the books.

~~***~~

"Then, how’s her condition?" Sooyun said, he seemed very enthusiastic about her brother's story. "Hm, he's increasingly frequent nosebleeds ..." Jungsoo replied with a smile.

"mwo? Did she go to check her condition? "Sooyun attention to his brother.

"Heuh, she was taken to the doctor and she turned out ..."

 

~~***~~

"Oppa, let's go!" Invited Taeyeon, pulled his arm Jungsoo. "what? You look so happy"Jungsoo smiled at his girl. "Of course I'm happy now! Today is first July!" Taeyeon looked at his face. "Then?" Jungsoo said . "Oppa! Don’t tell me... "

"What?"

"Never mind. Just forget it! "Taeyeon pull back the hands of Jungsoo.

.:.:.:.:.:.

"We're here." Taeyeon let go of his hand. "Hm, what's wrong?" Jungsoo surprised. "You'll know when you're reversing your body" Taeyeon smiled softly and ...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PARK JUNGSOO!" she took a cake and gave it to him. While Jungsoo just coul stun to see a series of white roses that curved an article

“Happy Birthday, Park Jungsoo

Saranghae~”

"Oppa, let's say your wish and blow the candle. "Taeyeon took a place in front of him, she stared at the handsome man with a smile on her lips.

                Jungsoo-closed his eyes, he made his wish and blow up the candles. He slowly looked at the girl who stand in front of him. "Taeyon-ah, gomawo" Jungsoo looked at Taeyeon softly. "Unnecessary, oppa" Taeyoen just smiled and reversing the body from the direction of Jungsoo, he wanted to put the cake on the table.

PRAANG!

                Taeyeon dropped the cake in her hand. She  was seen hold her head, looks very painful. "Taeyeon-ah! What is it? "Jungsoo straight to Taeyeon still hold her head. "are you sick?" Jungsoo said in a tone very, very worried. "Ani, oppa" Taeyeon tried to smile as she shook her head. He didn’t want to spoiled Jungsoo’s birthday. "how could you said that it’s doesn’t matter? See, you’re nosebleed again!" Jungsoo said with an annoyed tone. He immediately reached into his pocket, he putted his handkerchief to Taeyeon’s nose – a thing that he always did when Taeyeon nosebleeds.

"Taeyeon-ah ... you should go to the doctor. You're getting frequent nosebleeds." Jungsoo says, while wipe the blood at the bottom of the her nose.

"Oppa, I told you I was okay. I'm just tired " she stop his has – that cleaned her blood. She  smiled, she didn’t want to make him anxious.

.:.:.:.:.:.

                It was getting dark when a car had parked in one of the leading hospitals in the city of Seoul, South Korea. That's Taeyeon family car. Immediately Taeyeon and her parents go to the hospital. They will take the results of medical tests Taeyeon.

.:.:.:.:.:.

"Exactly what my child's illness, doctor?" Mr. Kim asked to a doctor.

"Hm, this pack, we check further after your child has long suffered from this disease. Unfortunately you've brought your children here now" replied the doctor.

"mwo? But, but why just recently the symptoms come out?"Mr. Kim said again.

"It is also one of its characteristics, sir. Your child's chronic illness. She... "

~~***~~

 

"Omo ... is she'll be alright?" Sooyun asked curious. "are you so curious?" Jungsoo said. "Ne, oppa" Sooyun said quickly. "Wae?"

"Obseoyo ... just wanted to know" Sooyun said plain. "Okay ..."

 

~~***~~

"Sunny" Jungsoo called Sunny – Taeyeon best friend when he got to Taeyeon’s classroom. "Sunbae? What is it?” Sunny asked while she was walked to Jungsoo.

“Is Taeyeon school today?" Jungsoo said. His eyes down the whole classroom, look for the presence of his girl.

"..."

Sunny just shook her head. "This was a week she didn’t go to school. She also didn’t give me any news" Sunny replied wearily. "is she sick?" Jungsoo said again. "I don’t know."

.:.:.:.:.:.

That morning Taeyeon has just stepped into the school gates.

"Taeyeon-ah!"

Taeyeon turned towards the sound source, she knew whose voice it was – that Jungsoo’s. "Oppa..." Taeyeon smiled towards Jungsoo. "Why you didn’t go to school? Why didn’t tell about it? You also didn’t give any news to your classmate, right? "Jungsoo sent a few questions in repeatedly.

"Mianhae... this week I have family matters, I also forgot to give the news ..." Taeyeon said quietly, she looked like hide something. "It’s okay, as long as the next time you have to give a news" Jungsoo said firmly. Taeyeon just smiled behind his pale face.

.:.:.:.:.:.

          Already a few months had passed, since then Taeyeon looks increasingly thin and often absent from school. Very different from before. First Taeyeon always look cheerful and never absent from school, even for sick she will think a hundred times.

          "Taeyeon-ah" Jungsoo called her name softly, he looked at Taeyeon. "Wae, oppa?" Taeyeon asked, smiled. "aniya ... err, why you rarely come to school?" Jungsoo said finally. "It, it, ah lately I have a family problem" Taeyeon replied awkwardly, scratched her head which not itchy. Maybe for people who always thought it was a strange answer. "Oh ..." Jungsoo replied while reach for Taeyeon's hand and clasped it tightly. For some reason he felt it would lose the girl.

          "Oppa, I want to go home earlier" Taeyeon said as she quickened her pace and ahead of Jungsoo. "Ne" Jungsoo just stared at her back. One step, two step, three steps and ...

BRUUG!

Taeyeon fell off from her pace. She was unconscious. "Taeyeon!" Jungsoo immediately ran over Taeyeon when he knew his girl was collaps. "Taeyeon-ah! Get up! "Jungsoo tried to wake Taeyeon up, patting her cheek. But, the girl didn’t realize at all.

"TAXI! TAXI! "

Jungsoo tried to stop a taxi. "Take me to the nearest hospital," said Jungsoo as a taxi stop directly in front of him.

.:.:.:.:.:.

"Jungsoo-ssi, can we talk a minute?" Said a middle-aged man on Jungsoo, he was with his wife.

"..."

                Jungsoo looked up to the middle-aged man, he nodded hid head. "Jungsoo-ssi, Taeyeon actually been ... she, she has leukemia ..." said the woman who was with him, she cried.

                "MWO?" Jungsoo just could freeze whe he heard that. The answer to all of his confusion. Confusion about the state of her lover. Without realizing it, a crystal liquid had come out of both his beautiful eyes. He still could not believe what he heard.

.:.:.:.:.:.

                Cklek!

                Jungsoo opened one door of the hospital room, Taeyeon’s room. He walked over to her bed. He looked at the girl's face.

                "Why did this happen? Why should this disease? Why should you? Why not others? Or why didn’t I? Why ... "Jungsoo mumble to himself as he grasped her hand. He was not able to think anything more than about his girl. The girl who once he loved. The girl who always fill his day, his smile and laugh. The girl who only lay on hospital bed. And one thing that he realized now that

'HE CAN NOT DO ANYTHING THAT THE GIRL HE LOVE THE MOST MUST HAVE TO FIGHT HER ILLNESS ALONE'

                His tears fell from his temples. He bit his lower lip. He was annoyed himself. "Oppa?"

                "Taeyeon-ah, you awake?" Jungsoo looked at the girl in front of him. He was bow body.

                Taeyeon nodded her head and smiled. "Why are you crying?" Taeyeon asked when she saw a liquid in his eyes. "Ani, who is crying? I'm just a little sleepy"said Jungsoo quickly, wipe his eyes and smiled.

                "Why you didn’t tell me?" Why you didn’t say if you were sick? Why are you hiding it from me? Do you want to make me mad now?" Jungsoo said, he slightly changed his tone. He stared at her soft but full of meaning.

                "It ... mianhae oppa ... not that I don’t want to tell you. But ... "Taeyeon was unable to continue her words. The tears are already falling wetting her cheeks.

                "But what?" Jungsoo said again as he helped Taeyeon to sit. "But, but I'm afraid you'll leave me." Taeyeon said. Getting wet tears on both cheeks. "Ya, Taeyeon-ah ... don’t thinking something stupid like that! If I'm going to leave you because you're sick how could I be here now! "Jungsoo snatched her into his arms. He could no longer stem the tears.

.:.:.:.:.:.

                Already six months went by, Taeyeon had never come to school. He just spends his time in the hospital room accompanied by medical devices in the vicinity. Although Jungsoo always come to visit him every day, it's not remove all boredom in the hospital. Honestly she missed all her friends. The days where she could play and laugh with her friends.

                "Heuh ..." Taeyeon breathe heavy. She stared out the window. She saw the winter sky began to change the spring. From there he could see the buds coming out of hiding. Taeyeon tried to get up from bed. He walked over to a table filled with goods from her friends who had visited her.

                "Bogoshipeo ..." Taeyeon murmured softly, holding a framed photo which full with her picture and her friends when they visited her. Slowly he took a card which lying on the table and opened it, it's a greeting card.

'Taeyeon-ah, we missed you at school. Get better soon…^^’

                She read it and smile. "Nado bogoshipeo ..." she muttered again.

                "Ew ... err ..."

                Taeyeon held  her head, it hurts. She tried to find a place to prop up his body. But, before she could sustain her body, everything went black.

.:.:.:.:.:.

                Jungsoo sit on a hospital chair in front of a room. His head bowed between his legs. His tears incessant fell from both his beautiful eyes and wet cheeks.

                Now he feels to be the dumbest guy in the world. The man who could only sit and wait while the girl he loved had to fight alone against her disease. The man who can only keep silent when he saw the girl he loved surrounded by tubes and other medical devices. Maybe if he could, he wanted to replace her.

.:.:.:.:.:.

                A week later ...

                Drrt ... Drrt ...

                "Yoboseyo"

                Jungsoo raised his phone. He had just come home from school and intend to go to the hospital again. "Ah,ahjussi" said Jungsoo when the call is aware of Mr. Kim, Taeyeon’s father.

                "MWO? Chinja? "

                A smile formed from his thin lips. "Ne, I'll be right there" Jungsoo hung up and cancelled his plan for go home first. He immediately ran to the nearest bus stop.

.:.:.:.:.:.

                "Taeyeon-ah!"

                Jungsoo called the girl's name upon entering one of the rooms of patients. "Eh?" his eye explored the room. But, the people he looked for was nothing. “Taeyeon-ah?" He knocked on the bathroom door, but no reply as well. He quickly stepped out of the patient's room. He started running around the hospital corridors. But, the people he looked for was nothing. he came back to bite his lower lip and walked to the front desk.

                "Annyeong " she said.

                "Annyeong" a nurse said, smiling pleasantly.

"Um, do you know where the patient named Kim Taeyeon?" Jungsoo said.

"Ah, Taeyeon-ssi. If I’m right, maybe to the park "replied the nun.

"Oh,ne. kamsahamnida" Jungsoo said with a slight bow. Even nurse have identified Taeyeon. Maybe because Taeyeon had been treated at this hospital for nearly a year, Jungsoo thought.

"Ceonmaneyeo"

.:.:.:.:.:.

"Taeyeon-ah!" Jungsoo called as she walked up a lawn chair. "Oppa?" She replied, smiling thinly. "Why are you out? Your condition has not improved "said Jungsoo, stared at the girl.

"I, I just wanted to feel the spring, maybe ... for the last time" Taeyeon replied quietly. His eyes continued to capture the beauty of the flowers that start blooming.

Deg!

Jungsoo's heart skipped a beat when he heard those words.

"Ya, Kim Taeyeon! What did you say? Why do you say that? As if you'd leave me for ever!" Jungsoo annoyed. To be honest he really didn’t want to hear those words from the mouth of his girl.

"O, oppa, mianhae. I didn’t mean like that. But ... "Taeyeon didn’t resume her words. She had no idea what else to say. A clear liquid falling from her eyes.

Jungsoo bite his lower lip again. He was not strong seen her cry. His heart ached to see her tears. "Never mind, don’t cry anymore" he said, wipe her tears and tried to stem the crystals liquid that has been preparing for fell from her temple. Slowly he hugged her and kissed her forehead.

"Oppa, do you want to hear my story?" Taeyeon asked softly. "Ne" Jungsoo said as he nodded his head slowly. He took a place next to Taeyeon, he grasped her hand tightly.

"Oppa, do you know I have a star? The star was so bright, more bright than the other. A star thar always be there for me when I'm happy and for worse. A star thar always shining on my pace whenever and wherever. The star was very warm. A star that always smiling towards me err, I mean to all people. The star is pride. I want the star continues to shine through at any time not just for myself but for everyone around him" Taeyeon broke off. Her eyes slowly began to close.

"I'm happy to be beside of my star at the end of my life." She smiled at the end of her speech. Jungsoo tears fell from his eyes when he heard the words of his girl and as she felt his girl's head fell on his shoulder.

~~***~~

 

"Annyeong haseyo ..." Sooyun lowered his head slowly towards a photograph. "Choneun Sooyun imnida. I’m Jungsoo oppa’s liltle sister"she smiled. "Onnie look beautiful, so beautiful" she muttered softly. She looked at the photograph, a photograph of a girl who was smiling-Taeyeon's photo.

"Taeyeon-ah ...  are you okay there?" Jungsoo said as he put Taeyeon’s favorite flower – white roses. He smiled sweetly, made the dimples in his left cheek appeared. "Bogoshipeo, jeongmal bogoshipeo ..." he said softly. "I hope you're happy there, saranghae" Jungsoo smiled and the photograph. He looked at her sister "let’s go home" he said, her sister's head.

"Oppa go ahead ..." Sooyun replied softly,s he smiled towards Jungsoo. "Okay" he said and go away.

"Annyeong ..." Sooyun saod again, she smiled sweetly.

"Pleased to meet you. I've heard stories about Onnie from Jungsoo oppa. Err... do you know that Jungsoo oppa always considers that you are his star? As onnie considers Jungsoo oppa as your star. Oppa, he was so proud of you, onnie. I can see it in his eyes when talking about onnie. Oppa also said he really liked onnie’s smile. He thinks that your smile can make his heart calm. I wish you were here, I'm definitely very happy to have a future sister-in-law like you." Sooyun smiled and looked at the blue sky. "Err, I think I should get going. Taeyeon onnie, annyeong ... " she said, bending her back and walked away from the cemetery area.

~THE END~

 

 

Sorry for the typo. English is not my first language T,T

I just translate it from my own story on my blog. It used Indonesian by the way. 

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