This is going to be in Seungri's POV.

Where am I? I stand in the middle of a large studio with the photographer in front of me, taking photos while complimenting me that I did very well. What? Is this a dream? I remember just a moment ago it was my birthday and me and my other bigbang hyungs were shooting for the 217 welcoming collection. We even talk about the time capsule and other stuff like what are gonna happen to us after 5 years. The last thing I remember that I was taking a short nap on the sofa while waiting for my hyungs to prepare before going off to my newly open restaurant.

Now here I am.

What?

"Alright! good work! Thanks everyone today!" The photographer thanks everyone while my manager walk towards me and hand me my handphone and a bottle of water.Is this my phone? When did I change it? I swipe towards the left on the screen and it shows

12 December 2022

What the hell?! It's after 5 years already?! Did I just time travel? why? how? I walk towards the changing room while letting the stylist to do whatever they want with my hair. I open my instagram account, looking at the various photos which I have no impression of (obviously) and several comments wishing me happy birthday.However, some comments bother me a lot.

"Happy Birthday!!oppa! How I wish you all to be ot5 forever!:( "

"No!!!! Although impossible, bur don't disband!! Please remain as Bigbang forever!!"

What?!!! Did we disband? What happen? This is impossibe! My mind is in a whirl while my heart is denying this nonsense. My heart sank as I continue to scroll through the comments." Noona, did we really disband? Tell me! This is impossible right?!" I frantically ask while looking at the noona through the reflection on the mirror. She just wear a sad expression. " Seungri-yah, some things you just have to let go. I know this is hard for all you since this is the last commercial shoot for bigbang..." 

Her words are cut off when I notice my 4 hyungs are walking past behind me  to the exit, without saying goodbye. Wait!! Hyungs where are you all going? I immediately stand up and block their way. They just give me a puzzled look. My heart race furiously. Hyungs, we are not going to disband right? This is not true right? All of them give me a sad look. " Seungri,I thought we have already discuss about this and we all agree that we should disband? Daesung hyung softly asked while holding my hands. The others look the other way. Why? I thought we are gonna last forever! This is unacceptable! I rant while my eyes start to swell. "Seungri, We have already talk about this and we all agree that we are doing well in our own stuff and we are not going to waste time on bigbang again!" Youngbae hyung shout while giving me a stern look, All the others look down. SO, BIGBANG IS A WASTE OF TIME TO YOU! HOW SELFISH OF YOU! I AM DISAPPOINTED IN ALL YOU! I shout with all my might while letting my tears flow freely. " That's enough! Seungri mind your language!" TOP hyung trying to be strict with me but his voice tremble. I don't care. I want bigbang to be back!!!!! I scream, not backing off. My rant is cut off by a sudden hug from jiyong hyung. "I'm sorry, I failed as a leader! We are losing our popularity! The fans are forgetting about us. I can't write any more popular songs anymore! I feel so ing useless! I am sorry seungri.. So sorry... I also want to continue as Bigbang but the reality nobody want us anymore!" I feel my shoulder getting wet as jiyong hyung continue to mumble words like sorry. Cries turn into sobs. I feel like my heart torn into pieces. By the time I realise, all my hyungs are hugging me and jiyong hyung, crying, saying sorry to each other.  

This is impossible. Then the next moment, hyungs are leaving me, one by one. No hyung! Don't leave me behind! "SEUNGRI! YAH LEE SEUNGHYUN! WAKE UP!" I open my eyes, hyungs are crowding around me, staring at me. What? I look at my hyungs. " Seungri, did you have a bad dream? You are crying, you know?" Jiyong hyung said with a worried look etch on his face. What? I touch my face. Indeed. streaks of tears flow down my cheek I quickly wipe off using my sleeve. " Aigoo, our seungri is such a crybaby!" Youngbae hyung teased while pinching my cheek. "Why you cry on your birthday? Is it you afraid you are getting older?" TOP hyung ask while ruffling my hair. I am not old, you are the oldest! " yah! I look the youngest! TOP hyung extending his hand, trying to hit me, then I was engulf in a hug. " Aish! Stop playing already! We are going to be late for our maknae's newly open restaurant!" Jiyong hyung gently scold all of us while giving me a sweet look. 

Looking at all of my hyungs playing together. A warm feeling swell inside of me. Is it just a dream? Will we really disband? I don't know. Even if we really disband. I guess all good this come to an end but I will cherish this moment right now.