MY POV :

       I was startled to see Beast in our living room. I can't explain what feelings   I felt that time. Agter chatting them Yoseob Oppa asked me to dance with me. Of course I didn't refused it. Janis was so annoyed too. I didn't do anything! You know. After party, Kyuhyun came to me.

" _____" He called me. I Turned.

" Oppa."

" Can I talk to you?"

" Aren't we talking already. Hahaha. Sure" I said.

" Let's talk outside." Then we go out.

" Oppa what's wrong?" I asked him. He seemed to be nervous.

" I-I"

" You?"

" Like"

" Who?" I sound excited.

" You"

" What?"

" Yes.. I-I like you"

" You-you can't love me or like me or what so ever! I'm young, you know, I haven't met you for too long. You can't"I shouted.

" Yah! Your saying it like falling in love is a bad thing" He replied.

" Falling in love with me?. It's a big no no" Guesturing a 'x' mark

" Don't worry, Let's take it slow. I'll be waiting"

" ____, I know you love me too You just need time to realize  it. Just take your time" He added.

" Oppa~" I started.

" I-I love you too. But not in the way you love me. I love you as my brother and bestfriend. Nothing else and more. It ends there" I ran upstairs banging the door. Donghae Oppa went near me and hugged me. I cried more. First Donghae, now Kyuhyun?

" Why are you crying? What's wrong?" He said while hugging me tightly as he rubbed my back.

" Kyuhyun said that he likes me" I said.

" Then what did you said?"

" That He can't love me. I love him as my brother only"

" I know you love him you need to realized it" Now you too??? huh?

" Don't make it hard for me Oppa, Your the one I love not him" Okay, I spill it out.

" Yo-you love me??" he asked me again as if I am lying. as he released me( hugging)

" I've said it already. Don't make me say it again and regret it" I giggle.

" Okay, Yeobo" He said.

" Yah! I'm not yet your yeobo!" I hit him on his lap.

" You said that you love me" He pouted.

" Yes. But it doesn't mean we are together now. You need to court me first" Deep inside me I want to say YES!

" That won't take long right?"

" It depends"

" But hey! That can't be" he pouted more.

" Okay, You can just give up you know."

" No!" He turned around acting like sulky. then Janis came in rushing!

" Donghae, Eunhyuk wants to talk to you!. ____ We need to talk." Janis said while breathing hard.

" Why so sudden?" Donghae Oppa asked.

" Just go" Janis commanded. Aish~ This girl ruining the awesome moment.,

" Yah! We were talking save it later" I said.

" No!

" Let's see each other later" Donghae said and I nodded.

" Now spill it up!"

" I have something to tell you"

" Me too"

" Let's say it together"

" I confess to Donghae"

" Eunhyuk confess to me'' She said.

" Wait what?" We said in unison.

" Kyuhyun also confessed. I love him as my brother not as my lover. I love Donghae I'm still unaware so I decided to let him court me"

" You love Kyuhyun you just need to realized it" You too??

" Well, So how did Eunhyuk's go?" I asked her to change the topic.

" He... I can't love me. I can't love an idol."

" You love him already."

" I can't!" Aish this girl!

" Yah! For the last time follow your heart, I know he will not hurt you. And-"

" You know I love him but my mind says no!"

" Why?" I crossed my arms

" Because I'm still stucked with my past"

" You're lying. Just forget him! He's an idoit" Yes, She had past. That idoit!

" Does it seem so, is it that obvious?"

" Your making excuses. And obviously lying!"

" Yeah. I could feel it my self. I justt have too make a decision now."

" Let him love you and prove his self. I know he's the one for you. And if your ready tell him"

" Thanks Saeng! Better get going" She said.

" Sure." Finally. Donghae came back.

" Now go" I shooed her.

" What did she said?" Oppa asked me.

" She told me that Eunhyuk confess"

" Finally"

 

 

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