Jung’s house

Jessica sat on the chair in front of her study desk. She opened the envelope that given by Yoong.

Dear Sooyeon,

Whenever you read this letter I’m not at Seoul anymore and not there for you as always. I moved to other country with my broken heart and search for new me. I really not imagine that our relationship will be this short. You knew how much I love you and you knew what you mean to me because you’re my first love but I’m really thankful that I experienced your love even for a really short time. I enjoyed your companion a lot when we’re together. I’m not regret for being your boyfriend. I really shocked that you said we’re broke up that night because of that little thing. When Yul showed me that video, I really hope that at least only you’ll trust me and you’re my last hope who put a trust to me but I’m wrong, really wrong. No one was at my side and you didn’t even stop Yul when he almost killing me. But it is ok, it not your fault and if others in your shoes, they also behave like that. Sooyeon-ah, thank you for accepting me as your boyfriend and that night was really meaningful to me. It was when I start the new thing in my life and I’ll remember it until the very end. I’m apologized for not giving you proper happiness and everything that you deserve to get from me. Until the moment I wrote this letter, I really can’t get over you and I really miss you. No one night that I didn’t stare at your picture. I miss your laugh, your giggles, your icy antics, your glare, your warmth and everything about you and I know I can’t feel it anymore. I want to see you before I go but I know you hate me a lot and I can’t stand to see you angry at me and I don’t want you to hate me more. That night was enough for me to bear and I don’t want to add it again. So I choose to leave without none of you know until this letter come to tell everything. I admit that I really hurt because I love you more than you know. We were always together and I can’t even imagine forgetting you. I’m leaving for everyone happiness, for my dongsaengs and for you. Please live your life well, look for a good man that you deserve and deserve to have you