I’ve been having bad dreams. Sleepless nights. Countless times of staring into nothingness. Then tearing up, for no apparent reason. Or maybe there is.

Maybe this is okay. It is part of making yourself feel alive, right? To feel hurt kind of validates that, yeah, you’re still here in this world, breathing, feeling, like any other human do.

Maybe this is okay, to constantly feel empty, and to abhor that feeling because you actually knew the feeling of belonging to someone. To know that someone wants you and appreciates you took you into different heights but, for some reasons – reasons that no one had control of – life made a way to just cut those wings and let you fall into the deep, dark void of your insecurities and flaws. And now, you can see nothing but those.

Maybe this is okay, because at last, I can see her smiling without forcing it. At last, she can now laugh genuinely and wholeheartedly. At last, she can do whatever she wants. At least I can still witness it, even though I’m pretty sure I’m not the one giving her those anymore.

At last, she found happiness. But not in me.

And maybe, this is okay.

I’ll be okay.

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Hello everyone! This is my first-ever TWICE fanfic, so I hope you can bear with me and writing. Let's have a journey, shall we?

I'll leave it on your minds about whose POV this is. Will be posting the first chapter in a few.

EDIT: Here's the song I was listening to when I thought of the idea of the fanfic. Guess I could say this is the official song of the story, lol. I suggest you guys listen to it too!

Alina Baraz - Maybe https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuAhRozlD3s

EDIT: Did a little bit of tweaking on the characters.