Jongdae had planned to run somewhere to clear his head and continue with his day. What happened however, had not been according to the 5 minute plan he made. His emotions were welling and his body would not cooperate with the idea of pretending nothing happened.

Jongdae instead had been dwelling on the morning's events as he took a long walk. He didn't want to talk to his family or friends, didn't know if he should. He'd been with Baekhyun for years now, thought he figured the other out. He had his suspicions before today, and thought they could talk it out. But with Baekhyun being so resisting and unlike himself... the whole process hurt the younger. It wasn't the Baek who used to talk to him about everything, waiting at their home right now. And right now, Jongdae was confused, hurt, angry. Just wanted this all to be a nightmare, and wake up again in Baekhyun's arms. To be safe and reassured. To know the last 5 years of his life weren't wasted on something fake. 

Jongdae didn't want to bring anyone else into the couple's issues, but since he was at his wit's end about how to get Baekhyun to talk  to him, about what to do now, he knew that someone had to support him. 

He could ask Chanyeol, a common friend between the two. Perhaps this common link would help the couple, because he would understand both parties. But that wouldn't be fair to Chan- to make him choose. Jongdae was secretly certain that the taller would just back up Baekhyun, as they ha