To the man of my dreams, how have you been?

Have you ever seen me in the crowds?
I've always wished to the skies that one day we'd meet, even if you won't look at my eyes straight, I'd still look at yours unconditionally.

Have you loved someone else?
I hope she treated you better--better than the love I give to you because I have always wanted to see your healing smile even if it wasn't meant directly for me.

Have you ever thought of me?
I won't be selfish, but I know you do. Not just me, but for a lot of people who adore you. That's why it's okay, I appreciate it because I'd love you for a long time without a return.

Have I ever wondered if we're meant to be?
Truthfully, it's complicated. I know it is a mere fantasy to think of, but I'll hope--though not too much. Not too much to break me apart.

Until the very end, I'll think of you. Hope you do the same. Even if it's not for me alone, many would be glad, but I assure you I would be the most grateful becuase since the beginning, it has always been you. Only you.