Jiyeon POV :

I wish I can turn back the time. I wish I will never do  that again. I regret now but nothing I can do that can make us back like before. I miss u. I really miss u. I feel lonely without u. Please comeback to me. Please love me back like u used to be. Please care for me like before. I miss when we play together. Smiling and laughing together. I miss when we bath together. Play bubble inside the bathtub. Blowing the bubble into each other face. Please come back. Please....

1 year ago.

Pang....

"How could u do this????? Am I not important to u until u want to end your life like this? Is my love is not enough to fill your empty heart?? All this years i care for u. I love u with all my heart like none other people will do. Is this how u repay me back? By taking your own life? Did u ever think what i felt? Did u ever feel what i felt?? My feeling to u are sincere but yet u cant see it! All this year, my life has always been u but today I just realised that I dont even have a part in your heart. Even just abit! What did i do to deserve this kind of treatment from u??? Why u want to end your life like this? Why.. why park jiyeon.. why"

"Answer me! Why u keep quiet?? I deserve an answer now! "

"Did i even have a part in your heart? In your heart, is there even me there?"

"I care for u all this years, I never expect anything in return. I never expect u to love me back how i love you, but deep inside me I hope at least, even just a abit, i hope i have a place in your heart. Even just a tiny place"

"We've been together for 10years! Freaking 10years! We spend time together, we go school together. Camping and holiday together. We spend almost of our time together. All this while, I thought i already have place in your heart. I thought u love me sincerely. Or maybe i just too blind with my love to u. Did u even love me sincerely? Are all those feeling that i received from u are fake?"

"Answer me... please.. i need an answer... Please dont make me like this. I dont deserve this kind of treatment. I dont give all those love to u to received this kind of treatment. Its unfair to me! Its cruel!"

"Jiyeon, did u still remember when i was sick before? Right after my exam. I was too focus on the exam because its my last paper. I need to pass the exam so i cant let other thing to make me unfocused. I even forget to eat. I even forget to take care of myself. But u always besides me that time. Nagging to me asking me to stop study for awhile. Pushing me to the kitchen just to eat. U wokeup in the middle of the night just to ask me to sleep. When i insist to be awake, u struggle yourself to be awake and accompany me study. Stay by my side. Did u still remember those memory jiyeon? Did u? Or perhaps those feeling, those care are all fake??? When i sick right after the exam, u nagged to me the whole day. Non-stop. U scold me for being stubborn. U scold me for being careless, but end up u cried while scolding me. I still remember what u said that time. U said, seeing me struggle myself to studym make u feel useless coz u cant do anything to help me. U said, seeing me sick and lay at the bed make your heart pain. Make your self feel worthless & invisible. U said u dissapointed in me because i never take care of myself well. U said i didnt love you sincerely because if i am, i will take care of myself. I will not make myself sick and make u worried. I cried a lot when u said like that. Both of us cried a lot. Did u still remember what i told u after that? Did u still remember what i promise to u that day? I promise that i will never be careless again. I will take care of myself and not to get sick. I promise this to u and i really fulfill it. I never being careless anymore. Since that day, i never get sick. But jiyeon.. but ... but why u do this?? Why u want to kill your self??? Why?????"

"Can't u at least answer me?? I need an answer now. At least explain it to me. Promise me that u will not do this again. Promise me like how i promise to u before. Promise me that u will take care of yourself. Please jiyeon. Promise me.."