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Wendy is not the type of person who easily show her true feelings to someone,she's always shy to do that and that's the reason why she choose to hide her own feelings to their leader,there are many consequences that she's afraid to happen,first is her relationship with her bestfriend,second her relàtionship with Irene and lastly is their group,if she choose to voice out her feelings everything will going to change . Even if it will hurt her she will not going to sacrifice her good relationship with the members for her own good. So to make everything back to normal she will going to pretend that she's ok and will try to ignore her own feelings.

"Unnie, are you going somewhere?" ask Yeri when she see Wendy was wearing her shoes

" Yes, Yerim-ah" Wendy answer while giving her sweetest smile to the younger

"Where?can I go with you?"

"No, ahm I need to go alone,maybe next time"

"you sure?"

"Yes"

"Ok, you take care"

"I will,thank you" Wendy answered and with that she then open the door and walked outside 

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Wendy let her feet brought her here in the park ,the usual place she go to when she want to be alone. She silently sit by the bench while roaming her eyes around the place it was a little bit crowded today she realize, maybe because it's weekend ,there were kids playing and running around ,families who we're having their time together oh! family ,now she misses her family ,she haven't seen them for a long time if only she have a lot of money she will surely fly back to canada to visit them. She snap of her thought when she felt something on her feet.

"ahm..u-unnie..c-can you give me back my ball?"  said by à little girl shyly while lowering her head a little bit that made Wendy smile

"Of course" she answered cheerfully while handling the ball back to the little girl and that  made the girl look at her, a little bit hesitant at first but when Wendy keep the smile on her face the little girl feel comfortable again and slowly get the ball from Wendy's hand

"Thank you, u-unnie" 

"Your welcome"  and with that the little girl run away towards the direction where her other friends are waiting leaving Wendy who are still smiling. She remembers herself with that little girl, she use to play games for boys before. She's a very outgoing person who always try to make friends with other kids like her before in canada. The memories of her childhood how she wish she can go back in time,those time where the only thing that you problem is what lunch did your mom prepare for you is it your favorite or not or the unfinished homework that m