Under the table

Under the table

rough translation of the quote on the pic: "Love is something where with unspoken words between us, we are still able to understand each other" 

 

 

It all happens on SBS Gayo Daejun which held in 29 December 2011.

Eunhyuk had pulled a chair to a table as he sat down catching his breath after mingling around.

Truthfully, he has a lot of fun.

He inhale and exhale deeply as he felt a chair being pulled beside him before someone flopped down beside him.

“Donghae” he whispered under his breath before turning over and give the younger man a smile which the latter return with another smile.

Eunhyuk turn back to the show as he feels the presence of the younger man beside him.

Somehow, he knows that Donghae never fails to find him halfway through the show.

He felt Donghae took his hand under the table and swiping his finger tip over his palm.

‘I’ve been missing you’ was what he wrote on the older palm which the older one smiles knowingly to the younger one.

Eunhyuk continue focusing his eyes on the performance as he felt Donghae running his fingers over his ring finger before writing something on his palm again.

‘Where’s your ring?’

He smiles as he brought Donghae’s hand to his tights and places his palm over the outer part of his pants pocket.

‘Inside?’ was what Donghae wrote on his palm as he nodded not even want anyone to suspect on them as he continue focus his eyes over the performance which is currently showing.

Immediately, right after that he felt Donghae’s hand had slide into his pants pocket and fished around the small space before slipping out again as out of the corner of his eyes, he saw that silver band glimmering under the lights.

Donghae took Eunhyuk hand as he slipped the ring over Eunhyuk’s hand which Eunhyuk had almost protested that they are in the public and this will put them in risk if they were being seen.

He tried to pull away his hand but he was being held firmly by Donghae.

He glances at Donghae from the corner of his eyes wondering what the latter man was thinking.

Donghae slipped Eunhyuk’s ring onto Eunhyuk’s finger as he brought their hands with the ring secured on their wedding finger before smiling inwardly.

 

You are mine and I am yours.

 

Donghae runs his finger over his own ring while a warm smile had nonetheless plastered on his face.

Donghae then runs his finger over the ring on Eunhyuk’s hand smiling at the sliver band which is identical to his.

 

Even though we can only do this under the table and behind the spotlights but I still want to do this.

To tell the world you are mine.

Even though we might be risking our life as a celebrity but I really wanted to do this just once.

To show off that I have a boyfriend like you.

Lee Hyukjae, can you hear me?

I am sitting in front of the cameras while holding your hand, wanted to show you that I am yours and only yours.

No matter what happen and no matter how life will take us to I am sure that you are the one I wanted to continue spending my life with.

And to tell you that I am not ashamed of falling in love with a man nor am I embarrassed of falling in love with you.

But Hyukjae ah, do you know what pained me the most?

Your extra precautions.

I cannot say that I am not hurt because you didn’t wear our ring.

Because, I really wanted you to wear it.

But despite of that, I had known why you decided not to wear it but to just keep it.

You are just being extra precautions in our relationship as you don’t want to ruin Super Junior, which I too, wanted Super Junior to last forever.

I knew the reasons that you refuse to wear it but I was hoping you would just wear it once and show it to the public.

To show them that you are mine and I am yours.

To show the world that we are meant for each other.

Is my little wish hard to fulfill?

My love, Hyukjae…

 

Donghae turns to the stage as he focuses his eyes on the performance.

Eunhyuk had chosen this minute to quickly slipped the ring back into his pocket as he frowns.

 

I’d want to escape the relationship under the table and show the world that you are mine.

I’d want to stand under the spotlights and held our intertwine hands to show the world that we are meant for each other.

But Donghae ah, can you hear me?

I am sitting in front of the cameras while our hands latching, my heart is beating rapidly scaring that we might be taped down any minute.

I am trying to steal glances on you but I am afraid that we might get caught.

No matter how much I love you and no matter how much I wanted to show the world that you are mine but I have no courage to do so.

Super Junior is important to me.

Super Junior is my life.

Super Junior is my forever.

And you Lee Donghae..

You are my life, my eternity, my forever, my everything.

I’d love to show the world that we are not just best friends.

I’d love to show the world that we are more than just friends.

I’d love to hug and kiss you in front of the cameras.

I’d love to wear our ring and hold your hand in the public without being snickered.

I’d love to do everything with you..

I am not embarrassed to be with you, I am not ashamed to be with you.

But I just can’t risk it.

I can’t let Super Junior down because of us.

I can’t let anything happen to Super Junior because of us.

I can’t do it even though if I wanted to.

Am I being too selfish?

My love, Donghae… 

 

 

 

Wrote this story based on what I feel over that fan account...I don't blame Hyukkie for not wearing his ring if the fan account says the truth..I'd wanted them to keep a low profile even though that I love them to be high profile...^^ 

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MyMiniMin
#1
Chapter 1: I like the story ♡♡♡
missHH #2
Chapter 1: luv this story...and HH had been wearing their couple ring at MAMA 2012...
eunhae1504
#3
Chapter 1: nice story ^^
splendid-times #4
Beautiful! <3 what I have been feeling too T.T
EunHae is REAL.....
HyukkiBear
#5
@WESOME!!! I LOVE THIS..IDOL!:->
CozURhere
#6
this seems sooooo real!
KaedieNoonaWrites
#7
Awwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

The world ships EunHae/HaeHyuk.. ♥
Bellpoid01 #8
*gasp*
this is just....really they are. its feels soooo eunhae! omg just by now i was like slapped with the fact that eunhae has very deep relationship. you made it great ;)
leehyosonn #9
are u by any means can read their mind n heart? this is so sweet... :)