Same Old Me

Jessica PV

You used to love me, I know.

I used to love you back as well.

How fair is that?

Don’t look at me… please don’t say a single word. I saw you two last night. We both know this is the end. Please don’t cry, there’s no need to feel guilty, just leave… that’s all you wanted right from the start, isn’t it? Save your excuses… I don’t really need to hear them. Stay away from me, don’t you dare to kiss me, my lips are no longer yours. Take my last phrase of love and break my heart into a million pieces, I beg you.

Let me prove myself I can live without you. I’ll bury our tender memories alive, you must trust me. I won’t stay up late at night wishing you were here holding me tightly in your arms. I won’t sing our loving songs ever again… If you loved me, just leave without any shameful burden on your shoulders. Be happy and stay healthy, live as you always wished. Don’t you dare to look back, smile… you’re free now, my love.

Don’t pity me… I won’t crumble into pieces, I won’t forget how to bre