Silent Heart
Description
The heart is a very vital organ. Without it, you and I cannot function. There are probably three moments in your life when your heart hurts the most. When a loved one dies, when you first leave home, and you're first breakup. I have experienced all of these. I do have to admit, half of those times locked myself into my roon, not wanting to open myself up to anyone, or anything, for that matter. I was a pathetic, lifeless body for months. This is what happens when your heart hurts. After this, you become silent.
Cho Kyuhyun was the one who brought back the warmth in my heart, yet he was exactly the one who broke it. Right after he stepped on my heart, twice, he left me. I was probably in my worst condition, but fate somehow brought us back together.
I guess it's time to say thanks, fate. Thank you.
Foreword
So let me just say, Don't Skip This Part!
This will explain everything and why my life changed all of a sudden.
SO...
It all started out when I found out that I was going to move all the way to California because of my father's job transfer.
*Cricket, Cricket*
I was speechless. Well, my family did move around a lot because of my dad's job, but I couldn't even think of leaving New York! The last time I moved was supposed to be the last "move". We were supposed to stay here for a long time.
"You have... two weeks," my mother said to me as she looked down.
Two weeks? Only two weeks to say goodbye to my friends? I sighed, not knowing what to say.
"Okay," I said hesitantly.
A look of relief washed over her face. I guess she was glad that I didn't throw a tantrum or anything. I just couldn't blame her... it wasn't her fault anyway.
"It's okay mom, I understand. Just wait until Sarah finds out." I laughed humorlessly. I'm sure that Sarah would be mortified. Leaving her precious, "popular crowd" would scar her. I chuckled at the thought. I gave her a hug and a reassuring smile. "Where exactly are we moving to?" I couldn't help but feel a bit curious.
"California." She quickly changed the subject. "You know what, I'm going to make Kimchi Stew tonight! How does that sound?" She continued to talk to herself and blabber on and on about dinner and what not.
I soundlessly walk upstairs to my room. In my room, I do some thinking. Hmm... California? Well this is new. Maybe it won't be that bad. I heard that the malls are fantastic and the beaches are absolutely gorgeous. I sighed and looked out the window, enjoying the early spring landscape. The silence in the room comforted me. I loved being alone. Odd right? I love relaxing alone, and spending time by myself without anyone to interrupt. But, it's really hard to get some "alone time" with my younger sister around to always pester me. I smiled to myself. You know what? Why not? Take some chances Mia! Start fresh! I could use this opportunity to make my life a bit more interesting and different from my somewhat boring life here. California, here I come.
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