Hana just went out from bathroom when she heard her phone rang. “Yook Duck” appeared on screen. Why is he calling? We just met this afternoon, she thought. She couldn’t help but smile as she picked up her phone “Why? Do you miss me already?” Hana . “Can we meet for a bit? I need to tell you something. I’m on my way to the park near your house.” Sungjae talked with a serious tone. It wasn’t like him, usually Sungjae talking with his annoying tone, playing with his voice to make it cute and this annoyed her sometimes. When he hung up, Hana immediately grabbed her jacket, she walked downstairs, “Where are you going?” Minhyuk shouted but she didn’t reply she just wanted to meet him right now.

She ran a bit, it was near the park she could see Sungjae sat on swing, he stared at the ground. “Sungjae-ah!” she shouted, the latter stood up. She approached him, “Why? Is there something wrong? Why so sudden?” Sungjae stared at Hana’s eyes but remained silent. Hana still waiting for him to open . “I’m going to England.” was the first sentence out from . “I got scholarship and I will go to England.“ he repeated his words. “Aye! Stop playing around.” she laughed but it sounded so bitter. Sungjae didn’t react, he was serious. “When?” she said hoarsely as there was pierced . “The day after tomorrow.” “Yah! Isn’t it too much?” she felt so angry. How he didn’t tell her anything. “I’m sorry, I know I should tell you earlier.” She didn’t want to hear anything, she hurt so much like there was something that struck her heart. She just wanted to go home but Sungjae held her hand. “Let go of me!” she tried to release her hand. “Hana please! I can’t leave you like this.” “Then don’t leave!” her defense was destroyed, she tried to hold her tears but it was too much and she finally cried.

Sungjae walked Hana home when she has calmed down. Hana looked so pale, “Hana are you alright?” Sungjae asked. Idiot, why would he asked when he exactly knew the answer. When they arrived without saying anything Hana went in to her house. In her room she continued to cry, she devoted all the feelings in tears. When her phone rang again, one message came. It was from Sungjae, “Hana can we meet tomorrow? I want to spend my day together with you before I leave.”

Sungjae sat on a couch in his room, he was so nervous to get an answer from Hana. He didn’t want to leave her too, he loved her it was hard for him too but he can’t gave up on his dream. His phone vibrated. “Pick me up at 10” was the answer that Hana gave.

Hana waited for Sungjae, it was hard for her to see him after last night. She wouldn’t be able to see him again, the fear of loosing him. Was this made her a selfish person for wanting him stay by her side? Hana was busy thinking when she heard Minhyuk shouted from downstairs. “Hana,  Sungjae is here!” She took a deep breathe before went out from her room.

Sungjae took her to some of the places they usually visit. Those fun things were painful now. She barely breathe, several times she couldn’t hold back her tears. All of these felt so painful. Was Sungjae feeling the same thing as her?

It was 10PM they were on their way to Hana’s house, they were holding hands but no one talked, each of them busy thinking about things in their head. “Thank you for today.” Sungjae said when they arrived, he smiled slightly. “Sungjae-ah can’t you just stay here? Please stay for me, you know I can’t loose you.” She said it quickly as she didn’t want her words were cut off. Hana looked at him with hope. Sungjae breathed heavily “Hana listen, if we are made for each other. God will bring us back together. I know It’s hard for both of us, I’m sorry but we have a dream. I have my own dream, I hope you understand that and I hope you will find someone who much better than me, whoever be with you in the future is a lucky man.” “If you considered yourself as a lucky man then why leave me?” They looked at each other “I think you’re mature enough to understand.” “Alright, I wish you all the best.” Her head down. Sungjae’s hands were on her cheeks, he lift her head. “Lee Hana I just wanted to let you know. I will always love you.” Sungjae is steadfast in his stance, no one could change his decision so there was no point of arguing now and maybe this was something she would regret but for now she just wanted to enjoy this moment, when his lips on her lips. The last kiss they were share, the last day with him.