Since the day of the war happen, never once J attend the school. Never once J out of his house. Never once he get out of his room. No one knows about his well being. Not even his parents. Mr. Jeon only realize Jimin love for J that's really true. He's totally change. For real this time. J can't forgive Mr. Jeon and even himself. J was terrible with his look. He's miserable. 

"Jungkook.. No.. " J shake his head. "No!!!! Jimin!!! " Jungkook wake up from his nightmare. He always have the same nightmare. Everyday, every night. J always dreaming of Jimin. Never once Jimin is not his mind. He miss him. He wanted to kill himself. So many times he tried to do so but something had stop him. As if Jimin was there and stop him. He even saw Jimin figure every time he tried to commit suicide. J sigh as he can't do anything. 

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"J? Come out son.. Let's eat.. It's been months.. We're worried of you.. " Mr. Jeon asked Jimin to come join them for dinner. "Go away! " J scream out. Mr. Jeon sigh and went to the downstairs. Once more, J room was knocked. "I said go away!! " J shouted. He thought that was his father. It was knocked so many times. But J ignore it. J was so annoyed when the knocked hasn't stop but getting louder. "I said go awa--" J was stop. There is a figure in front of him. "Jungkook.. " said the figure. "Jimin.. " J mutter. He hug the figure and it felt so real. He slap his face. He's not dreaming. It's Jimin. Really. It's Jimin. "May I come in? " asked