GOS : A Different Path Chosen.
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I started this whole thing to forget him…and because I felt he deserved it, just a little, for everything that happened between us. I know holding grudges is a bad thing but the only way I could forget and I wanted to forget was to do this. I was hurting inside when I did the things I did to him but who would have thought I would fall in love again in the process.
It is now the College Years.
I own nothing except the storyline.
Foreword
It broke my heart seeing Baekhyun and Pulip together, kissing at the playground. As I was taking the bus home it finally got through to me…that I wasn’t the one Baekhyun liked, wanted. He likes Pulip, my best friend…it hurts, it really does but I have to accept it. I went to my lonely apartment and stared at the drawing I had of Baekhyun, I took off the headband I had taken from him knowing all along it was meant for Pulip and hung it on the drawing
“Seo…bang. Baekhyun-ah, mianhe. I am sorry I have, my love has been a burden to you. I just…I really did love you but I see it now. It hurts but I will accept it. I don’t regret anything because I know I love…d you. Everyone I’ve cared about, it seems like I have really been a burden, my parents, friends, and you. Well I will no longer be a burden to anyone. I am going to change, starting today. Goodbye Baekhyun.”
I got dressed and went to school. I go back to school prepared for what I was going to do. I had to do it and I am sorry to the special class since I am important to them considering there had to be 5 students but I had to. I walk to class and everyone was there, seonsangnim, Soojung unnie, Bong Goo, Chan Doo, Pulip and Baekhyun. I look at Baekhyun and he was smiling which made me look at Pulip. It hurt. I walk into class.
"Oh, Hyunjung-ah." Pulip said looking up at me when I entered the class.
"Hyunjung, why aren't you wearing your uniform?" Chandoo asked.
"Hyunjung?" Soojung unnie asked.
I walked over to the front.
"I am leaving." I smiled.
"Bwoh?" Everyone said.
"Yah, Na Hyunjung, what is this about?" Baekhyun said.
"Na Hyunjung." Unnie said again.
"I am...transfering schools." I said.
"Chincha?!" Chandoo asked.
"But..." Pulip began.
"Yah, Na Hyunjung are you serious?!" Seonsangnim asked.
"Yes, seonsangnim."
"But you can't." Bonggoo said.
"I know that there has to be 5 students to be in the special class but I am truly sorry. (I bow.) This is something that I have to do and no one can stop me. This is a decision I have made and I am set on it. I just want to come and say my goodbyes." I said as I walked to Seonsangnim.
"Seonsangnim...ahjussi, thank you for everything. I am sorry that I had to do this." I bow to him.
"Are you certain about this decision of yours?" He asked.
"Nae." I said as he nodded and left the room.
I walked to unnie.
"Unnie, thank you too, for everything." I bow.
"Yah! Na Hyunjung!" She said pulling me into a hug. "Is there nothing I can do to stop you?" She asked.
"No." I said looking up at her.
"Okay, call me if you ever need anything." She said wiping her tears.
I walk over to Bonggoo.
"Bonggoo, thank you too. It was really nice knowing you." I smiled and hugged him.
"Oh, Hyunjung, me too, let's meet again okay? Come to my parents restaurant anytime." He said.
I walk over to Chandoo.
"Yah, Hyunjung-ah!" He said with sad eyes.
I hug him knowing that I was going to miss him a lot especially when we were going through the same thing sortof.
"Chandoo-ah. I am really going to miss you. Thank you for everything chingu." I said into his ears.
"Let's keep in contact." He smiled.
I walk to Pulip.
Pulip looks at me. "Wae?" She asked.
"Don't make it harder than it has to be, we'll keep in contact aren't we?" I smiled thinking that I wasn't really going to.
"Of course!" She said pulling me into a hug.
I then make my way to Baekhyun.
"Na Hyunjung. Are you serious?!" He asked.
"Yes I am Baekhyun. More serious than I have ever been." I said looking deep into his eyes.
"Oh..." He said.
I hug him, it was more like a pat and then I bow and smile at everyone who had sad to teary eyes.
"Thank you all for everything and for not making it harder for me today." I then walk out the door hearing my name being called out.
The tears that I had held in started pouring out.
"Goodbye everyone." I said wiping my tears away.
I walk out of the school and take one last look at the school.
"Goodbye..." I said once again before turning around and walking out of the school gates.
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