Beautiful Tears

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Hey guys, this is my first time publishing my fanfiction. 

So, sorry if it :)

Yoonmin angst, basically, I threw in a little fluff towards the end. The fanfic isn't much but it's one of my best one's so I hope you like it ^_^

Foreword

"Yoongi has locked himself in his room again" Jin muttered quickly as he stood up, dusting off his pants and tiredly walking over to the rapper's room. 

   "Hyung, hyung let me deal with it, we are roommates anyways, you should head to bed" Jimin stood in front of Jin and guided the older to his room. Jimin sighed and walked over to his as Yoongi's shared room 'another night of Yoongi not speaking a word and crying himself to sleep when I fall asleep'. Oh no he doesn't, Jimin knocks on the door, he hears silence, and, it scares him. 

   "Hyung?' Jimin knocks again. Silence. 

   "Hyung are you okay?' Jimin's voice started wavering. When finally…

   "Go away Jimin." Yoongi says, barely above a whisper, but just loud enough so Jimin can hear him. 

   "I would, except this is my room too." Jimin throws a bit of sarcasm in, hoping to break the tension a bit. He hears footsteps towards the door and before he can even blink, Yoongi is standing in front of him, eyes heavy and tired, wearing a stained white shirt 'he must've throw up' Jimin thinks, his hands are in the tiny pockets of his shorts and he's slumped over, face dull and emotionless. 

   "Thank you" Jimin smiles and Yoongi takes his time and sluggishly walks over to his bed, usually, Jimin would throw in a joke or two about Yoongi moving like a turtle and how 'hyung, by the time I get to bed it'll be morning' but he doesn't dare say anything because he's happy to see his hyung at least moving. Yoongi sits quietly on his bed and stares at the floor. It's a blank stare, like the one's Taehyung gets when he just stops thinking and spaces out, when he has Jimin shaking his shoulders because 'Taehyung you make me nervous when you do this'. But Yoongi's stare is cold, like his heart was just ripped out of his chest, and for a second Jimin wonders if it has, because he's never seen such a stare come out of his hyung. He moves over and sits beside Yoongi on his bed, Yoongi feels the dip and thinks his stomach might lurch up his throat and out of his mouth. Jimin slings his arm around his hyung's shoulders.

   "Yoongi hyung, what's wrong?" Jimin sincerely, with all of his heart asks him. And he hopes Yoongi knows that.

Yoongi shrugs Jimin's hand off his shoulders.

   "Nothing." He moves a few spaces away from Jimin and continues to stare at the floor, this time, Jimin can see tears prickling at Yoongi's eyes, and Jimin knows that Yoongi knows. 

   "Hyung, I'm seriously worried, tell me what's wrong" Jimin fills in those spaces and it's only a matter of time before his arm is back around Yoongi's shoulders. 

This time, Yoongi throws himself off the bed and screams at Jimin.

   "God damnit Jimin when are you going to understand that nothing's ing wrong and that you should just leave me the alone!' Jimin thinks his heart stopped and Yoongi thinks that too but he's soon distracted by his stomach lurching again. 

   "Why can't you ever let me just comfort you?! Why can't you let me tell you that everything will be okay because it will be okay and no amount of you whining and telling me it won't will change that, why won't you let me make you feel better hyung because I hear you crying at night and I see the purple bags under your eyes in the morning and I know you only get an hour of sleep every night and I want to help you hyung i really-" 

Jimin is on the verge of crying but he stops, he stops because he thinks he might pass out, he stops because Yoongi is staring at him and is sobbing, muttering 'I'm sorry' at least a hundred times a minute. 

   "No no no" Jimin gets up he partially jogs over to Yoongi and cups his face in his hands.

   "I told you, it will all be okay" Jimin is crying now and so is Yoongi and it feels like the world is falling apart but just as Yoongi starts to smile, Jimin can feel the pieces sticking together again. Yoongi isn't the type of person to initiate any skinship, but he latches onto Jimin as tight as he's ever and he thinks he might actually break Jimin but he doesn't care because he hears Jimin laughing and soon, they're both on the floor hugging the out of each other, laughing and crying because Yoongi has come to the realization that everything WILL be okay, and, he needs Jimin to be with him for it to be okay. He's afraid of letting go, so he doesn't, and neither does Jimin. It's only when Jin walks in to check up on them that he has to untangled their stuck together limbs and carry each of them to bed. He dumps both of the boys onto Yoongi's bed and as soon as they touch, they're stuck together like glue again. Jimin's head is nestled into Yoongi's neck, his hands gently pressing against his chest. They're legs are tangled and Yoogi wakes up momentarily to Jimin's hair in his nostrils but he breathes it in because he loves Jimin and he'll breathe the fresh scent of his hair in if that's the last thing he breathes. 

   When they wake up the next morning, both of their eyes are stinging, but it's a beautiful kind of pain because Jimin was right, everything will be okay, and it is.. Everything is all happy until Jimin turns on Jungkook's phone and Yoongi witnesses Taehyung unlock his phone when they see a picture of them sleeping together, cuddling together, as the boys' lock screen. That's when all hell breaks loose.

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