You are the last thought in my mind before I drift off to sleep and the first thought when I wake up each morning. - unknown

 

 

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It's been two weeks since her last encounter with the girl. And it's also been two weeks that the girl had never left her mind. 

 

 Those sharp dark chocolate eyes that pierces through her soul na as if inaalam nito ang kanyang kabuuan. Her perfect pointed nose and those beautiful luscious lips that were perfectly carve just for her. Even those eyebrows of her. 

 

Gosh! nakakabaliw. 

 

She admit. Those features have been visiting her dreams for the past two weeks. Even when she's awake or going to bed, the girl still manage to invade her mind. It's as if the gods are mocking her.

 

What she dont understand was that hindi man lang siya nakakaramdam ng selos sa babae, if ever, paghanga pa nga ang nararamdaman niya. Or maybe she's just over the fact na meron pa palang makakapantay sa kanyang ganda. Pero ang pagbilis ng kanyang puso t'wing naaalala niya ang babae is what truly she dont understand.

 

It's frustrating actually. 

 

Because never in her entire existence na tumibok ng ganoon ang kanyang puso. Not even for the men she's dated before.

 

No never in her life had she ever thought about a person in straight two weeks. Even those petty boyfriends of hers had never invade her mind like that girl did.

 

 

"Irene"

 

"Irene" 

 

"Irene! hoy nakikinig kaba?" pagtawag sakanya ni amanda

 

Bigla namang bumalik sa ulirat si Irene

 

"huh?" patanong na sagot niya

 

"*sigh* looks like your minds not here again"

 

"uhm sorry" wala sa ulirat na sagot ni Irene

 

tinignan naman siya ng mabuti ni Amanda at mukhang walang na naman ito sa sarili

 

"okey guys! the meeting is done.Miss Cruz just leave the proposal as well as the new hirees list here.Thank you" pagtatapos ni Amanda sa meeting sensing na wala na naman sa ulirat ang kanyang pinsan.

 

"uhm.. are we done? Ok alis na'ko" paalam naman ni Irene 

 

aalis na sana siya sa kanyang upuan ng itinulak siya ni Amanda pabalik

 

" Ok Irene. What's with you ba? Are you sick? you"ve been like that for the past two weeks. It's like you're physically present but mentally absent?" worried na pagaalintanya sakanya ni Amanda

 

Hindi naman sumagot si Irene because siya mismo hindi niya maintidihan kung ano ang nangyayari sakanya.

 

"*sigh*. Tapatin mo nga ako Irene, Are you pregnant?" seryoso na tanong sakanya ni Amanda.

 

Lumaki naman ang kanyang mata sa tanong.

 

"oh my god! Are you?" nanlaki naman ang mga mata ni Amanda

 

"It's not what you think Amanda. No I'm not pregnant. Where did you even get that from?" kunot na tanong niya sa babae

 

"well uhm...its just that you've been acting weird this lately so i kinda think na-" 

 

"Ok stop right there Mands. We all know na I'm still pure pa. hahaha" pagtatapos naman sakanya ni Irene

 

But it's true though. Irene's still a . Ironic nga eh. Considering how many guys she'd dated.

 

"hahaha..I know. But I'm worried Irene. You've been acting like that since the past two weeks. Why? did something happen?" tanong sa kanya ni Amanda

 

"hmm..wala naman. But Amanda can I ask you a question?"

 

"haha you're already asking. okey2x..geez that glare of yours. What is it?" well her glare is very scary. definitely not worth the joke

 

"Have you ever been inlove?" there she drop the million dollar question

 

Sandaling namayani sakanila ang katahimikan 

 

"Hmm..Why'd you ask?" nagulat talaga si Amanda sa tanong ni Irene pero hindi niya lang pinahalata. Never in her life would she hear the word love from her cousin. 

 

Well guess things do change haha she thought

 

"Just answer me Mands. Have you?" paguulit sakanya ni Irene

 

"At some point, oo" sagot naman ni Amanda

 

kumunot naman ang noo ni Irene sa sagot ni Amanda.

 

"What do you mean by that Mands?" pagtatanong ulit ni Irene

 

Ngumiti naman si Amanda knowing how curious her cousin is to this topic.

 

"Well at some point in my life I think I did love someone" sagot naman ni Amanda

 

"What happened?" 

 

Tinignan naman siya ng mabuti ni Amanda sabay bigay ng ngiti.

 

"Well.. we aren't just meant to be I guess" sagot naman ni Amanda sabay kibit balikat at ngiti. pero makikita mo ang lungkot sa ngiti nito. 

 

"pa-paano mo naman nalaman na inlove kana pala?" tanong ulit ni Irene sakanya

 

Ngumiti naman si Amanda at tumingin sa itaas na as if may naaalala siya

 

" Well for starters, you would get mesmerized by that persons beauty. Then suddenly you would feel as if the oxygen in your lungs had run out because that person that you've been looking for was so breathtaking" exactly how she felt for the girl

 

"then your world would either stop spinning or either would slow down na para bang nasa isa kang slow motion app" just like how the everything around her had stop.

 

"pagkatapos non mararamdaman mo nalang na ang heartbeat mo would beat very fast na para bang you just ran a marathon sa sobrang bilis ng tibok nito" just like how her heart beats like crazy everytime she think or sees the girl in her dreams 

 

" after that you will have those dreams about that person o di kaya that person would always get in the way of your mind everywhere you go. Occupying your mind to the point na napapatulala ka nalang kakaisip sa kanya. And so on." pagtatapos ni Amanda

 

. Everything Amanda told her was so on point about how she felt to the girl. 

 

"bakit?" tanong ni Amanda

 

kumunot naman ang noo ni Irene

 

"anong bakit?" 

 

"Bakit mo naman natanong?" 

 

Bakit nga ba? to assure? to assure