‘No, this cannot be’ Kihyun thought, pulling his hair harshly. He didn’t even feel the pain when his mind was clouded with a certain someone; a certain someone he wasn’t supposed to like at all because it was his brother’s best friend. His little brother’s life companion he had to see every weekend since he had memory and, at that moment, everything seemed wrong. Kihyun was 3 years older than his brother Jooheon and he couldn’t be crushing on his best friend; his dorky best friend who always made him laugh and had him staring fondly at him all the time. The one with the cutest personality ever and... ‘shut it!’ he thought, standing up from his bed and unlocking his door to go to the bathroom, putting his beanie on. He had to wash his face, it helped him remove every indecent thought inside his mind. Specially when, five minutes ago, he was playing video games with the other two and couldn’t stop staring at Changkyun’s - his young crush - lips while wondering how would it feel to kiss him.

“ my life, I’m a e” he whispered to himself, drying his face with the closest towel. Kihyun thankfully had his beanie on, keeping his hair from getting wet.