It was already late. There were noises to hear from outside the room.
The other members were laughing. For someone who doesn’t live with them it could seem like they’re having the time of their lives but for Jinhwan and June it was totally normal to hear this kind of happy laughter every evening.

With a little bit effort managed it Jinhwan to put the others hands down from his face. He noticed June’s hands were much colder than his own when he was holding them firmly, not wanting June to pull away.
“Look at me June” Jinhwan almost begged. What was this weird feeling that he felt when he looked at the younger trembling.

June on the other hand, was not able to look at him. He was sure the moment he would see his hyungs face painted in concern, his whole world would break down.
“I can’t.” June whispers.
His voice was so thin that Jinhwan almost couldn’t understand him.

Suddenly June felt his hands, that Jinhwan was still holding in his own, getting wet. Jinhwan was crying and It hurt June much more than his own tears.
He looked at the older and their eyes meet.

"Hyung, please don't cry." June said not wanting to see the older tears, although Jinhwan was beautiful even while crying.
It was almost not fair how everything about the older seemed to be perfect.

Jinhwan didn’t even realize that tears were sliding down his cheeks until the younger pointed it out.
“Please tell me then" Jinhwan paused and looked at June.
“Please tell me about it because the way you act is confusing me.” He sobbed.

"Because I love you." June painfully admitted with sorrow in his voice. His dark eyes holding so much pain that Jinhwan could feel it almost physically.
Silence filled the air around them. Jinhwan face expression was blank, just like his mind. Tears still streamed down his cheeks and June had a hard time not to reach for him and pull him into a hug to make them stop.

"Don't give me that face hyung," June said instead, forcing