(A few weeks later it was time for SMTown in Tokyo. My members and I walked to the plane where I saw the show’s PD-nim filming me)

“Oh! Song PD-nim! Annyeonghasaeyo!” I greeted

(Song PD-nim gave me a pretty envelope and told me to read it)

“To Yoona & Donghae,

As you two will both be at Tokyo at the same time we have organised a special date between you and your spouse to have the opportunity to learn more about each other” I read off the envelope

“Then… do I meet Donghae oppa here?” I asked the PD-nim

“Yoona!” Oppa’s voice called from behind me and as I turned around to see I noticed that in his hand he had the exact same envelope as I did

“Oppa! Did you see the mission?” I asked him as he came nearer

“Never mind the mission now, we are going to miss the boarding times if we are late let’s go!” he said as he pulled me away from the entrance and towards the plane whilst the camera crew were trying to keep up with us.

“Quickly!” he yelled to the camera crew as they started to fall behind. Finally we made it on the plane when the tired camera crew gave up on filming and went to sleep.

“Whew! That was tiring!” I said as I flopped back into my seat

“You okay?” he asked me

“Fine…”

“Sorry what did you ask earlier?” he asked me

“Oh, I wanted to know if you had gotten the mission like I did…”

“I did. They gave it to me as I was leaving the dorm. I asked my members what we should do and they said we should take wedding pictures…”

“Wedding pictures? Yeah! Let’s do that! I’ve always wanted to wear a wedding dress!” I said happily

“You did! In that drama you did! You Are My Destiny! Saebyukkie~” he teased

“Aish, oppa! You know what I mean!” I said as I hit him

“Wah~ Im Yoona! Why did you hit me for?!” he asked me a little hurt and shocked

“Ehh… Oppa! What are you made of? Tofu? You are a man, oppa! How does that little hit hurt?!” I laughed

“You’re mean… I’m not talking to you!” he pouted and turned his body away from mine

“Arraso oppa, mienhae~” I said with aegyo

“Hmph…” he said sulking like a little boy

“Oppa! You are such a choding! Annyeong Hae-choding!”

“Meanie~”

“Oppa jeongmal mienhae~” I said as I locked my fingers with his and held his hand

(He smiled brightly and laughed)

“Are you tired?” he asked me as he noticed my eyes were getting heavy

“A little…” I sighed

“Go to sleep then, I’m okay!” he smiled

“These seats are so uncomfortable though! How can I sleep?” I asked him

“Here, use my shoulder as a rest!” he said

“Oppa…”

“It’s okay Yoona! You can put your head here!” he said as he gently pushed my head onto his shoulder

“Thank you oppa~”

“Rest well~” he said

(I could really get used to this… Too bad that it’s only for a show…  As soon as I was about to fall asleep I could have sworn I felt Donghae oppa’s head resting on mine but I can’t be sure…)

*A few minutes before landing*

“Yoona… wake up~” I heard Donghae oppa shook me gently

(I woke up and saw his handsome face looking at me intensely. I gave him a smile and sat straight back up)

“Your head was so heavy!” he moaned

“Oppa!”

“I’m only joking, you were like an angel… So light and… I mean… Well… yeah…”

(The SM idols left the plane and all made their way to the hotel we were staying at. I was checked into my room which I am sharing with Taeyeon unnie and Seohyun. After I put all my stuff away I washed my face and lay in bed)

“Yoong! Move over~” Taeyeon unnie said as she climbed into bed with me

“So how is the show? Is it fun? It must be… to have such a young, handsome man…” she sighed

“Well I guess it’s fun…”

“Guess?”

“Everything just seems so real… as if I really WERE married to oppa or the children are mine… if only it wasn’t for a stupid show…”

“Do you wish you were married to Donghae? Or that Yoogeun and Kyungsan really were your children?” she asked me

“I don’t know if I can be a mother…”

“Why not? You are great with kids!”

“Well… I grew up without a mother so I don’t really know what I should give to my child…” I whispered

“Yoong… I’m sorry about your mother, but for your whole life you had your father and older sister to look after you and you will always have your members Yoong…” Taeyeon unnie said softly

“I don’t know if I want to marry though…”

“In general?”

“No! I mean I don’t know if I want to marry Donghae oppa though…”

“Yoona! Please don’t tell me you still have feelings for Taecyeon…”

“Well… we always talked about what sort of married life we would have… and I always just assumed I would end up with Taecyeon oppa…”

“Yoona. If you end up with Taecyeon… You will be such a babo to do so… the man can’t even wait until your virtual married life is over! It was a good thing to break up with him!”

“Sometimes life just seems to hard…”

“Life is just a game. You win some, you lose some. You can’t have everything picture-perfect. If you are too scared to advance forward, wouldn’t you just stay in the same spot until the game is over? Yoong, if you are too scared to be a mother or be a wife to someone other than your first love… you will just be left behind…” Taeyeon unnie told me

“I know but-”

“No more buts! Tomorrow you have to do that special date thing with Hae, so get some rest Yoong…” Taeyeon unnie said as she switched off the lights

“Oh yeah… Oppa said we should take wedding pictures…”

“That sounds more like Teuk-ahjusshi’s idea to me…” she laughed