She remembers the first song she wrote, it was about heartbreaks. Tyler asked if she was unhappy, because "you have to be miserable to write something that incredible". She just smiled that ice princess smile. She told him he was wrong.She did not have to be miserable to write, she wrote because she was miserable. Heartbroken, she writes because she didn't know what else to do, because the pain gnaws away at insides when she tried to ignore it. It tortures her, and make her heartache. "If I didn't write down the pain, I might be dead." She whispered.