' My world crashed down in just one moment

I should've held onto you, I should've begged

But you're already gone

Time has froze in just one moment

I scream and shout but there's no answer'

"his fever goes up and suddenly he fainted"

" I'm coming "

Wonshik interrupted him. "Don't,we are on our way to you"

"We?"

"me and Hakyeon"

This is not the time for his stupid jealousy, he hang up and waited for them

-

After they gone, Jaehwan took a cloth and wet it with water

He is nervous and afraid, Taekwoon never got sick when he is here

Maybe that night they spent together on the roof influenced Taekwoon, but the strange thing is that he didn't get sick

he sat on the edge of the bed while staring at his lover, he touched the sleeping boy's cheek, started moving his thumb

"Taekwoon" he whispered his name but soon he stood up to get out of the house

He needs to buy some useful medicines for Taekwoon

-

Jaehwan took off his coat tiredly, rubbing his hands together to create some warmth

He left the medicine on the table and went to make something for Taekwoon

As soon as he had finished, he went to their room

Taekwoon was still sleeping, but his breath was heavy

he approaches the table and sits on the edge of the bed and gently shake him

"Taekwoon, wake up" he whispered trying to wake him up

Taekwoon opened his eyes slowly then close them tightly because the light was aching his eyes

"Are you okay?" he whispered in worried, Taekwoon nodded with a weak smile

"eat all of this I made it for you, then I will give you some medicine"

Taekwoon tried to get up, but it was hard because he felt dizzy and drowsy

Jaehwan grabbed the spoon and began to feed his lover who was ashamed of it

"Do you remember, the first time I got a fever?" Jaehwan murmured

"Yes, we were in Jeju, and there was our first kiss"

"That's not fair, I was asleep and I thought it was a dream." Jaehwan frowned

"I told you not to frown, I love your smiling face a lot"

Jaehwan get red and he entered the spoon in Taekwoon's mouth. " eat"

-

6 January

Taekwoon was bedridden for two days, he didn't go to work and Jaehwan was the replacement, he quit from the flower shop

on the night, Jaehwan was in a deep sleep beside his lover

Taekwoon was staring at him because he missed him so much he was always asleep or too busy

He raised his hand to touch Jaehwan's face and approached him to gently kiss him on the lips

'Sorry, I know you're tired and it's because of me' he thought while looking at his lovely lover who was paler than before and he also lost a lot of weight

Taekwoon worried about Jaehwan, days goes and Jaehwan is getting worse

He wants to protect him from everything ... even if he have to protect him from himself

he fell asleep while holding Jaehwan's hand

-

10 January

"because Jaehwan was a hard worker in the restaurant the manager decided to let him work here as a part-time job." Wonshik told Taekoon

Taekwoon muttered as a response while making the coffee for a customer

"Where he is now?" Wonshik asked

"I think he is cleaning the dishes"

"don't you want to go and hug him from behind, he looks y" Wonshik teasing

Taekwoon grabbed his fist firmly. " shut up "

"i was trying so hard to not hug him or even kiss him"

Taekwoon gets really angry. "Wonshik! Shut the F*** up"

"i'm going to him" Wonshik smiled at the angry Taekwoon to , he head to the kitchen and Taekwoon run there

Wonshik laughed loudly when he saw Taekwoon hugging Jaehwan from behind and the other get scared from the sudden hug

"you scared me" he said while putting his hand on his heart, even though his hand was wet

"Jaehwan . Did anyone ever do this to you?" Taekwoon asked. " Yeah "

Taekwoon's eyes get wider. "What?"

"Hongbin" he answered quickly. then added "We are friends and we often hugging each other from behind"

Taekwoon frowned. "Don't you want to get away, the manager is looking at us" he said in nervous tone

The manager was staring at them while crossing his arms and leaning on the door

Taekwoon smiled and then walked away and whispered in Jaehwan's ear. "Good job Jaehwan-ah"

When Taekwoon get out of the kitchen, Jaehwan felt the same pain in his heart, he felt it every day and every time Taekwoon touch him

he Hold the edge of the table and lean on it while holding his heart that was beating in pain

'Painful'

-

11 January

"I'll go out now" Taekwoon said while wearing his coat.

"Well, be careful" Jaehwan came hurriedly from their room to kiss his lover and hug him

"bye" he waved his hand and then go out

Jaehwan grabbed his heart, which began to beat in pain. The sweat began to gather in his forehead as he go to his room

He grabbed the door's handle and tried to open it, but he lost his strength because of that terrible pain

As soon as he opened the door he threw himself on the bed to writhing in pain

When the pain began to fade he heard a very familiar voice

"Jaehwan-ah"

Jaehwan raised his head and his eyes met with the eyes that he was longing for, Jaehwan smiled and the other boy do the same to show his cutie dimple

"bin-ah" Jaehwan get up and run to hug his friend

"How are you? I missed you so much" he said, his eyes were teary

"I'm fine, Jaehwan-ah"

Jaehwan walked away from hongbin and grabbed his hand to pull him to sat on the edge of the bed

he smiled. " I'm very happy "

Hongbin smiled and then looked seriously at Jaehwan. " When you will come back? "

Jaehwan's smile faded. "What?" He muttered, not expecting that question

Hongbin held Jaehwan's hand. "Jaehwan you have to return, if you stay here you will cause a lot of problems."

he looked at the ground to mumble. "I can't, I can't leave Taekwoon all alone"

"you have to, because of him you are suffering! You suffer from all his touch, kiss and hug! You have to leave him Jaehwan"

"I don't want to" Jaehwan shouted, his eyes were full of tears. "You don't understand me Hongbin" his tone became sad and shaky

"I understand your love, but this love is what will caused you two alot of pain"

he added. "You have to go back with me, you don't know what will happend to both of you! You didn't even think of why you are sent here and why you stayed all this time in the eath without returning to the sky"

"I think about it every day, I can't take his soul I'll let him live, I'm a coward I can't do it"

"Let's go together, this is your last chance to go to the sky with me" he stood up while still holding Jaehwan's hand

" come on Jaehwan, You will hurt yourself, you suffered so much I have seen you when you are complaining and suffering from a fast hug so you have to end this "

Jaehwan pulled his hand from between hongbin's hands. "I'm sorry Hongbin, I can't leave him, go alone"

"I came to warn you, when you get hurts remember my words" he said sadly

"I'll remember it Bin-ah!" Jaehwan smiled between his tears and hugged his friend

"Goodbye Jaehwan-ah" Hongbin whispered before he disappeared in front of Jaehwan who felt his heart ache.

It seems like Hongbin was saying goodbye with a sad tone, like if it's their last meeting

-

Taekwoon was spacing out, thinking of what he had just heard

He didn't pay attention to Hakyeon who had been calling for him for a minute

"Taekwoon" Wonshik shakes him lightly and he wince

"Hakyeon wants you" Wonshik said with a confused look because Taekwoon is acting weird today

he gave most of the order to the wrong people, also poured some juices and broke some pots and cups

Taekwoon went to Hakyeon without a word

time passed by and they finished their work, when he was about to go back home, Wonshik stops him

"What's wrong? you are acting weird" Wonshik asked him

"Nothing" Taekwoon sighs

FLASHBACK

When Taekwoon arrived at the bus station he realized that he had forgotten his phone at home so he decided to return quickly and take it

He will be worried about his lover and wants to be talk to him every hour in his work

Since it's early, he will run to his home and take his phone

As soon as he arrived, he quietly opened the door, thinking that Jaehwan was sleeping but he heard another voice

He heard Jaehwan talking to someone, he get closer to the door of their room to listen to their conversation

"Jaehwan you have to return, if you stay here you will cause a lot o