Seunghyun 

Jiyong is literally very busy I tried to contact him tell him I missed him a lot but he said he will call later or never I don't no I am paranoid or curious what if he fell for some beautiful girl just  I don't know what I am saying my mind is full of stories it's just I don't wanna loose him because I am in love with him .I fell asleep I got up found some new text messages from jiyong and telling me he misses me very much ? My imagination if he already fell for that (Nana ) girl I am getting mental or jealous from that beautiful girl who I hate very much if he misses me that much why he does not come back to me hold me tight tell me I love you very much and always be yours I think I am little possesive or more possesive my illusions are killing me please come back fast .Jiyong is back from photo shoot with a very big surprise she is also with him that (Nana) girl why she is with him .

why I don't no? The rumours are getting out of control now he is with her I will kill her or him if he cheat on me that's impossible he loves me very much he will not do that to me 2hours later he Is home  and I was busy with my household work then grab me kisses on my neck my lips my ears he does not stop then I see his face tell him I missed you very much same here are you hungry yes I am eat some food then we will do it later hey no I am not hungry I already eat the food where did you eat with (Nana) oh okay how's she is doing with all the rumours ? she says I am grownup I can deal with it I said fine actually she is in her 20 s but very smart and independent , gorgeous yeah she is . Now you sleep get some rest no I don't wanna rest why not ?  you no what I want but I am not in mood sleep well hey yeah please switch off the light ok thanks .