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Today is our 3 years anniversary of my lovely and caring boyfriend, Mir. Weve been dating for so long right? Because we love each other no matter what!

I walked to the meeting place where we should be meeting each other.. Wanna know where? To the park where we always do our first time... So you can say, he is my first boyfriend, and he too... i am his first girlfriend.

He is my first kiss and I am his first kiss too, but the thing that you were thinking is a big NO, we havent done it yet... So ha!

I looked at my watch and its 11:56 am... i guess im early.. Well, im always early and wait here because he is always late.

Then i saw a guy running and its MIR!

He looks soo cute in his clothes today~ he is wearing a white turtle neck and a blazer... i find it really cute..

" Ohh~ someone is not late today " I said

" Im not always late " he said while catching his breath from running

" Really? " i teased and he put his arms around my shoulders

" Stop saying anything.. lets just do my plans " he said and winked

We started walking " What is your "PLANS" anyways? " i asked

" hmm.. its a big secret " he said and pinched my cheeks

" Awww~ " i said while rubbing my nose

" Soo cutee~ " Mir said

I blushed, even though weve been dating for many times, he can still make my heart beat like sooo fast! I dont know why! and how? Is he that powerful? Argghh!

We walked to the fancy restaurant.. WOW~ How can he afford this? I looked at him and he smiled at me that can melt my heart away and can die here.

" How can you- "

" Shhh... Lets just enjoy this " he said and i nodded

We ate a fancy seafoods and i really like it! I wanna go here everyday, but too bad, its too expensive.

When we finished eating. He held my hand and we walked to nowhere i dont know, only him

" Where are we going? " i asked

" Its my secret place" Mir whispered to me and i shivered through my spines.

I nodded and just followed wherever he walk. Then soon, i saw a beautiful sunset and i heard the water coming near as we walk forward. I looked at him and smiled. He locked my hands to his and looked at me in the eyes His big dark brown eyes met mine and the wind flows in his brown hair.

" I Love You So Much " Mir said softly as he softed my heart away, or he melted my heart.

" I Love You So Mch Too Mir " I said and closed my eyes.

But then, my phone started ringing and saw that it was my mom. I looked at him and he smiled, saying that i should answer it.

" Yeobosaeyo? " i asnwered

" Sweetheart... We have some news for you.. can you come now? " My mom said

" But Im with-"

" No buts! " my mom said and she hung up.

I sighed heavily and put my phone in my pocket and looked at Mir's eyes.

" Im- "

" Its okay ... I'll drive you home " Mir said and i nodded

We have a perfect relationship, but then, my parents were against our relationship, for them... It brings oyr company down. For datin a poor guy. but i dont care, me and mir loves each other and no one can change it or break it

Soon, we reached my house and i gave him a goodbye kiss. I walked outside his car and waved at him. When i saw his car where nowhere in my sight, i sighed heavily and walked inside our house.

" MOM! DAD! Im home " i shouted and i walked to the dining room with happy smile on their faces.

" What is it that you want to tell me? " i asked

" You will study in America " My parents said happily, but for me its not a good news. Its the worsest news i have ever heard.

" Bt mom, how about mir? " i asked

" Mir? He only wants is our money! and just leave him and break up with him " My dad said

WHAT!? Here we go again! We always argue about this!

" He dont! YOU ONLY THINK OF THAT " i shouted and run to my bedroom.

I sat in my bed and my phone started ringing

" Yeobosaeyo? " i aswered while sniffing

" Yeobo? Why are you crying? " Mir asked

! ITS MIR ! How can i tell him?!

" Me crying? No! " i said and wiped my tears

" You are.. you cant lie to me.. " Mir said softly

" Im not " i said

" Please Yeobo, dont be like that " Mir said

Then new tears begun to fell in my face " Mir " i said

" What is it? Is there any problem? " he asked

" Im..im.im leaving " i said quietly

" WHAT?! TO WHERE?! " he asked

" To.. to.. *sniff* America " i said

" HUH?! WHY?! " he asked furiously

" Im continuing y studeis there " i said

" How long? " he asked

" I dont know yet " i said and i heard him sigh

" Dont worry, i will wait " Mir said

I cant! What if? What if he forgot about me... and when i came back.. he .. he.. he is with the other girl? I CANT BEAR IT!

" I think we should break up " i said quietly

" What? Youre joking right? " he asked and laghed as if i was joking

" No mir..... I am serious " i said

" I can wait.. i promise " he said

" I am scared! " i said

" Dont worry, i promise.. i will never let you go " Mir said softly

But i never thought that thid will be the last time i will ever hear his voice... and his face.. and everything

AFTER 3 YEARS:

i walked outside the airport and breathed the fresh air of seoul. Where i grew, and where i found my first love.. Then i looked down and noticed that my face were getting wet. I looked arond and saw a familiar face..

ITS

I looked closer to the poster and saw... MIR!

My eyes widened then a car came next to me and girls started screaming atthe top of thier lungs. WHAT.THE.HELL??

" OMG! MBLAQ!!! MIR!! " they shouted

I looked at the person, and its him! MIR! i smiled at him but then, he just walked past me as if i was a ghost. I looked back and tried to call out his name but nothing came out, instead the girls bumped me as i fell on the ground.

Ho-how can he ignore me? Did he forget about me? Or did he let go? Did he broke his promise?

I guess im right... I could live without him!

" NO! I CANT! " my thoughts said

Yes, i cant live without him. But he already forgot about me?!

FLASHBACK:

After school i always check my email if he replied or emailed me. But i saw none...

" He might be busy " i thought

But as the days flies by... There is no message from Mir... Nothing.. Did he really just forget about me? I cried in my sit non-stop... Then my roommate patted my back and comforted me, Thanks to her...

END OF FLASHBACK:

I should move on... or else, i will just hurt myself badly.

AFTER 1 MONTH:

I walked somewhere i dont know, i just kept walkig and walking and found myself standing in the beach where the last time i saw Mir, saw his big dark brown eyes. I kneeled and cried in my arms. Then i felt someone standing next to me. I looked up and saw

Mir- Wait?! Did i say MIR?!

I looked at him and it is him, Anger came over me and i stood and walked away but then he stopped me by holding my hand.

" Kerry " he whispered

I miss his touch and voice, then new tears swelled up my face " I dont know you " i said coldly.

" Kerry, dont be like this " Mir said

" Dont be like this?!?! HUH?! I went to America and waited for you, if youre going to email me... but you didint?! And when i came, i was right infront of you... but what did you do? Ignored me like im a ghost?! Okay then, Lets just forget everything " i said

" No i cant forget everything so easily " he said softly and he pulled me into hug " I am sorry, for not emailing you and ignoring you... i have my reasons "

I looked at him, and he do look apologetic " What is your reason? "

" Firstly, i couldnt email you because i was busy as a trainee in SM Ent.. so your parents will be proud of me and let us to be together and secodly, i ignore you because it was sudden*pause* and if i hugged you there, my fans or our fans will kill you " Mir said softly

" Really? " i asked and he wiped my tears

" Yes.. really.. and i promised that i will ever let you got " he said as his lips met mine