PSH POV:

It's been a while since i had such a nice and peaceful evening.Not even once i thought about him.And i think Jong Suk made that possible.Today i felt really wanted.Like i'm not that lifeless version of me. Just for a couple of hours i was myself.Happy and carefree.But right now matter how much i want to stay like this , I have to go back to reality.To my lifeless being that i have been living for half a year now.Go back to my cheating fiance.

I wish i was that kind of person that could drop everything and get lost without any explanation.But now matter how much i try i just can't.It still kills me to think that the person i belived i would llive with for the rest of my life,whom i loved with my whole heart,played such a big role in my life,would do something like that.

With having so much thoughts, i didn't realize that i already arrived to our house.I felt relieved when i realized that he car is not here yet.Maybe he is having fun too tonight. At this thought i felt sick.I really need to get a drink,the two glasses of whiskey was not enough for tonight.                                                                                              I quickly entered a house and went to the cabinet where we kept all of the alcohol.I poured myself a whiskey with ice and felt relaxed immediately.And kept drinking and drinking until i felt myself getting drunk.I decided to stop and go to sleep before he comes.I got into the bed and the second my head touched the pillow i fell asleep.

Next Morning:

I groaned when i felt the burning sun touch my face.I quickly hid under the covers but it did not help at all.I got up from the bed with a little headache.I guess it was not such a great idea to drink that much.I unwillingly started walking to the bathroom and did my morning routine.Got dressed into the the comfortable clothes.                             I left the bedroom and saw Chang Wook sitting on the couch watching the TV.

-Oh hey.You finally woke up. - said Chang Wook in annoingly excited tone and pulled me into this lap.                                                                                                                                                            -Yeah..this week was just....kind of stressul. -I tried not to show him how awkward his touc