Sorry for the typos ><

I know I disappointed all of you ,I'm sorry 😞

"w-what are you s-saying Oppa"

My hearts was about to pump out .. My body is shaking , I can't even move
I held onto Hyungwon Oppa's shoulder for support

He just smirked

And the next thing I knew is I was laying flat on my bed, on top of me is- - - no ARE Wonho and the Other Oppas

And realization hits me

No.. It can't be ..

I felt a slight poke down there , the next thing I know was I was screaming in pain
Clutching tightly at the mattress,to ease the pain .. But no ,the more I clutch the worsen it feels ..

I feel like it will split into two...

My lungs is hurt from all my screaming

"Be Quiet"

Because it is not just Shownu Oppa who's inside me

Hyungwon Oppa too...

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I woke up ,feeling sore ... I can't even move my fingers ,feels like I'm torn
My body split up into two .. I feel paralyzed ,my mind isn't with me right mow .. All I can feel is soreness and tiredness , I can't ...

I let a tear roll Down to my cheeks , it hurts

Im hurt physically and emotionally

They left me without any words

What am I to them?? Am I just a toy?

Why can't they love me ?

Am I that bad?

Maybe they didn't see me as a girl ,maybe they see me as a useless and garbage

Because I'm dirty

Im not worth for their love and attention

I am nothing

Im ugly

Im just here to please them ,for them to play with

More tears.

More pain.

More dreams that became into pieces.

More hopes went crashed down

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I woke up ,fee