A tear ran down your cold, soft face. You curled your body into the corner of your dimly lit bathroom. You couldn't believe that after all this time.....you still weren't pregnant. 

 

 

~You had being trying to conceive a child with your husband Hoseok. You two had been married for three years and always dreamed of having four little munchkins running around the house. After a year of being married you decided to start trying. You both tried for four months straight but nothing happened, then you went to the doctor and asked for other methods. 

 

The next four months you tried getting hormones injected into you in order to get pregnant easier but still nothing happened. The next for months you gave your body some rest to see if everything would balance out then started back trying when the New Year came. The beginning of second year you tried conceiving you still had no luck what so ever. 

 

You continued to try until one day....you felt something was different...and not a bad different, but a good different. You wanted to see if after two years you finally were going to have a child. You decided to wait until Hoseok was sleep so he wouldn't suspect anything......and that's how you got in the situation that you are in now...crying....in your bathroom....at 2am.~

 

 

You started to cry even harder once you realized that you were, in fact, infertile. Your body felt numb and the walls started to spin around you. You quickly came back to your senses when you heard a soft knock on the bathroom door. 

 

-Baby....is everything okay?- You heard the worriedness in Hoseok's voice as he continued to knock on the door. 

 

You quickly tried to clear your voice and wipe your tears. You answered him 

 

-Yeah...I uh...I was just using the bathroom...I will be out in a bit.-

 

-Are you sure you're okay....I don't think most people cry when they are using the bathroom- Hoseok's voice got more concerned as he waited on you to answer him, before you could do anything a crack of light was coming in from the bedroom. You realized...you forgot to lock the door. 

 

Hoseok entered the bathroom and as soon as he saw you on the floor he hurriedly crouched down beside you wiping the rest of your tears away.

 

 -babe i know something is wrong why won't you tell me- he looked into your eyes trying to find the real you...the you the he fell in love with. 

 

-Hoseok if i tell you what is wrong will you promise to never leave me?- 

 

 

Hoseok looked at you in bewilderment

 

 -Why would i leave you? Why would you even think i would leave you? Babe i am going to stay by your side through thick and thin. Now please just tell me what's the matter- 

 

You looked away from Hoseok not wanting to see his reaction once you told him 

 

-well...um....you know that you and I have been trying to have a child for a while now right? I came in here to look and see if i was pregnant and....I found out that i was not pregnant.- Your voice started to crack and you barley finished your last sentence 

 

-I'm sorry Hoseok! I'm sorry I'm such a bad wife! I'm sorry that i can't have kids! I'm sorry that you have to put up with me! I'm sorry- 

 

Hoseok's face dropped as you finished saying that. He pulled you into a tight hug and you felt your back getting wet. Was he also crying? You two stopped hugging and Hoseok looked at you and said 

 

-Y/N why are you apologizing? I'm not mad at you...i'm not even a bit sad at you. If you want to know how i really feel then well...i would say that I'm very very proud of you- 

 

Your face lit up as he said this. You were a bit confused, but you continued to listen to him. 

 

-babe you have been trying to have a child for two years. That's a long time to put your body through that much stress. I can't even imagine how tired or fatigued you felt after trying for so long. You are the best wife that i could ever ask for. It doesn't matter to me if we can't have kids...we can always adopt in the future. And to be honest as long as you are happy and healthy that's all that matters to me.- 

 

Hoseok pulled you in for a long sweet kiss. He cupped his warm hands around your cold cheeks and you realized how much you two balanced each other out. You needed him and he needed you. You both pulled away from the kiss and looked at each other. Hoseok stood up and reached his arm out toward you

 

 -c'mon babe lets go back to bed. I want to cuddle my beautiful wife.- and with that you two both went back to bed. Your arms intertwined with his and your heart beating as one.