I Have A Lover
I Have A LoverYou know, it never crossed in my mind
that I would meet you.
How come? I asked to myself.
I wanted to run.
Run away from the reality, that is you.
Even after all the attempt not to trail your trace,
somehow we found a way to fall into each other's gaze.
"Choi Seunghyun?" the same husky voice that was lost in the deep sea of memories resurfaced.
"Oh? Yeah... Hello."
Somehow, the nervousness inside me was managed.
Then it was the same formality:
Greetings.
Awkward smile.
Catching ups.
Until the silence was heavy in the air.
“Are you still alone?” you asked me.
A scoff and a laugh as a response.
“I am loving someone,
I have someone to love.”
A worry was drawn on your face.
"If you don't. I know someone.
Maybe you would like to meet?"
A smile and a chuckle as a response.
"I told you I already have a great lover."
"But why are you here without him?
If he's that great, he won't let you be alone."
A pair of eyes stared at me deeply.
So deep that I wanted to lost in it.
"He's just so important to me.
He is someone I cherish so much that I have to hide.
You won't be able to see that person.
Only I can see him.
He is only visible to my eyes."
You leaned forward as the orbs of yours told happiness.
"Who is his name? Do I know him?"
A firm head shake as a response.
"His name will be sealed in my lips forever."
You shrugged.
I continued.
"I don’t want to have him.
I don’t want to be greedy.
I just want to love him.
Someday, I’ll introduce him to you."
"Okay. It is great then."
A nod from you.
"I have to go now. See you around?"
A wave from you,
a bitter smile from me.
I saw you getting far away.
Don't worry. I am not alone
Tears were drolling from my eyes.
Saying the words that I couldn't say.
Could you hear that?
They said that precious person
is you.
a.n: anyone knows the song behind this story?
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