Seokjinis underrated,many people giving him hates without any reasons at all.He act like he is happy and cheerful infront of s even though he is not okay at all.

BTS is making noises like usual,except for namjoon,yoongi and seokjin.It's normal for namjoon and yoongi to keep quiet while the others is making noises and playing,but it's weird to see seokjin being quiet when the other 4 is being noisy.Yoongi notice that too. "what with that hyung?"yoongi thought to himself,looking at seokjin.Seokjin looks blank,he is fragile.

"hyung,what with you?why arent you playing with the other 4 brat?"yoongi ask

"...ah,it's nothing.i am just a little tired because the performance this morning is...hard and tiring.."seokjin said,faking a smile

"dont lie,you look...unhappy"

"i am okay,yoongi-ah.thanks for worrying though.You know me,i will tell you everything if i have any problem,yoongi-ah"seokjin said,telling a lie again

"well,yeah,i know you for too long that it makes me know that you are lying.Jin hyung i know the difference between happy seokjin and sad seokjin,okay?i know you."yoongi said,holding one of seokjin's hand tightly.Yoongi doesnt know what's happening but he know seokjin is acting weird and seokjin is..different.

Seokjin stare at yoongi,"should I tell yoongi my problems?what will yoongi say?will he be mad?will he say i am childish for being depressed over something so small?will he laugh at me?" Seokjin's head is full with questions.He know yoongi is the caring kind of guy,he will take care of someone secretly,he is the kind of guy who look cold outside but is soft inside.

"....you need to rest hyung,come one"yoongi pull seokjin into their shared room

Yoongi ask seokjin to rest,yoongi turn the light off and get out from their room.Seokjin hate darkness,he hate being lonely,he hate being left alone because all he can think to do when he is alone is to try committing a suicidal.Seokjin look at the pocket knife on the table next to his bed,he take the pocket knife and put it on his left arm,making a small but deep cut.Seokjin groan in pain but he feel a little relieved after making some small cuts on his arms.he then put the sharp pocket knife on his neck,he was about to make a deep cut on his neck when yoongi suddenly barge into the room

"hyung,i bought some medicine for y-OMG WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!"yoongi accidentally yelled at his hyung and run to his hyung,taking the pocket knife away."this is dangerous!!!!what are you thinking to do?!!omg,what happen to your hands?!d-do you cut yourself?!!!"yoongi said,looking at his hyung's hands.

Seokjin look at yoongi who is mumbling about his arms,he feel scared,he didnt realise what he is doing.I-if yoongi didnt get into their room,he will die on the spot