Taehyung is 5 when his mother abandoned him and left him at the orphanage....

"mom... where are you going...?" taehyung ask his mom

his mom just walk away, and taehyung follows her until

"stop following me!!!" his mom gave him that scary glare again and taehyung is scared

"just live here, stop following me, i don't need you,because of you he leave me... you are just a burden for me... you useless!"

"mom... don't leave me... i'll do anything..."

no matter how much taehyung beg his mom... his mom still left him.. for good

tehyung is always wanted to be useful and needed by other, so he always helps at the orphanage, he always study hard to be the best student because that would make the orphanage auntie happy and also his teachers... taehyung always doing his best...

taehyung is 14 when he got his first boyfriend, his name is minjae taehyung classmate at the 8th grade...

" hey taehyung.. i love you.. will you be my boyfriend?" tehyung knows minjae, he is one of his classmate, taehyung didn't know that minjae love him, but who care... minjae love him... he need him

"okay" taehyung smiled brightly

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"taehyung... i forgot to make my homework... can i copy yours?"minjae ask

"okay" taehyung just happy that minjae need him

"thank's babe" minjae smirked

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"taehyung.. can you do my homework?"

"okay minjae"

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"taehyung... i think i'm gonna fail at the exam... help me?"

"i will help you with your study but i can't help you cheat... i'm sorry"

"taehyung... let's break up"

"why??"

"you are useless" minjae said before walk away from taehyung...

"wait... i'll do whatever you want" then minjae look back at him taehyung think he see hope but..

"so boriiiiing, don't bother... i don't need you anymore"

taehyung is 16 whe he got his first girlfriend he even had part time work to brought her things, well until..

"tae.. buy me that clothes"

"but i don't have enough money right now, yesterday you already asked for a ring isn't it, we will buy it another time okay?"

that night she message tae that she wanted to break up, and taehyung never see her again..

taehyung is 20 when he's thrown out from the orphanage, they didn't need him anymore, so taehyung start working, and live in an apartement, and there he met yoongi, yoonggi is his roommate, he is a college student, a music major and yoongi also compose music and rapping, taehyung really admires him. taehyung will always make the apartement clean, always making breakfast for both of them, and yoongi always appreciate him, taehyung is happy. and taehyung think he couldn't be more happier until yoongi actually confess to him, taehyung really happy he feels like he's in heaven.

they live happily, well jimin said they are a lovey-dovey couple, jungkook said they were disgustingly sweet, namjoon, hoseok and jin always called them cute, five of them are yoongi bestfriends, they immediately accept taehyung when yoongi introduced him to them, teahyung really like them, well he like yoongi the most, and yoongi like him the most, yoongi always call taehyung beautiful and yoongi really loves taehyung smile.

but that day... yoongi were drunk and he's so wasted because he couldn't get any inspirations for his music, he had a very bad day at the college, people saying trash thing about his rapping, when he got home he's welcomed by taehyung and that mde him feels better, yoongi went to the couch and open his laptop to start composing eventhough he still drunk and wasted and then taehyung accidentally spill the coffe he made for yoongi to his laptop, and yoongi laptop stopped working, taehyung is terrified.

"i'm sorry yoongi, i'll do anything forgive me.. i'm sorry... i'm sorry yoongi..."taehyung begging for yoongi forgivenesshis face is full of horror

"taehyung... you will do anything for me right?"

"of course yoongi i'll do anything for you..." taehyung is so desperated

"taehyung... will you die for me !?"

taehyung just give him a sad smile

yoongi didn't know that his words is like a death sentence to taehyung

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the next morning yoongi heard someone knock his door, and it's very iritating 'where is taehyung anyway' he think but when he opened the door he's shocked when he see a policeman

"do you know a person named kim taehyung? from his civil license it seems like he lived here" the policeman asked him

"yes.. he is my boyfriend... what happened to him?" yoongi is worried that something might happened to his taehyung

"well i'm sorry to hear that.. but you boyfriend is dead, he jumped from a 20th floor" yoongi couldn't belive it, 'it can't be happened, impossible, taehyung wouldn't kill himself except..' then yoongi realize that taehyung killed himself because of him, because he said taehyung to die, evethough he know taehyung mentality.. he killed taehyung

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yoongi and 5 of his bestfriends jimin, jungkook, namjoon, hoseok and seokjin came to the hospital, they wanted to see taehyung...

"are you really wanted to see him?"the doctor asked them

"yes of course we are" jimin is also desperate he was really close with taehyung and so is the other 4

"well you know, the body from juming from 20th floor isn't very pleasant to see"

"we don't care we want to see him" hoseok said while holding tears

"okay, just here.." the doctor gave each one of them a bag for the to vomit, the 6 of them didn't they would even vomitting at all, but when they saw taehyung conditiong they looke away and start vomittig to the bag well except one, which is yoongi...

he couldn't believe the 5 of them would vomit like that 'how could they do that to his beautiful taehyung, teahyung is not disgusting' yoongi think taehyung is the most beatiful even when people think the corpse is really disgusting.

'it's all my fault taehyung that you became like this, even so you are still the most beautiful for me' yoongi said, eyes red from all the tears

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"taehyung, is it the place where you jumped?"

"it's all my fault... taehyung i will come to you"

then yoongi jumped

'taehyung, let's meet in another live okay'

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maybe in another live they lived happily ever after

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u.u sorry i make taegi dead

and my story , my english *shame on me*