It was currently around 10pm, the members of SF9 were at SensationalFM's broadcasting studio, doing a live broadcast for the late night listeners.

The advertisements had just finished being broadcasted and the live broadcast officially starting. "Good evening to listeners of SensationalFM, today we have special guests who will be with us till 11pm. They are SF9!" The DJ exclaimed, bringing up the mood by clapping as well.

"To be sensation! Hello, we are SF9!" The group shouted, cheering afterwards.

"Let's start with a self introduction shall we?" The DJ asked, signalling the members to self introduce themselves.

Youngbin started off with his introduction, followed by the other members.

It was finally Taeyang's turn. "Hello!! I'm the bright light of SF9, Taeyang!" Taeyang exclaimed, ending with his usual (cute but charming) smile.

As Taeyang introduced himself, Zuho could be seen staring at him with an adoring gaze.

Throughout the whole one hour broadcast, Zuho could be spotted continuously staring at the blond. However the blond was quite oblivious towards the stares until around the end of the broadcast.

•••

"Let's have some of the members do aegyo. Who do you recommend?" The DJ asked, while looking at the members.

"Taeyang seems to look those who have hidden aegyo, let's see him do the gwiyomi player!" The DJ said. The screams by the live audience outside the studio could be heard.

Taeyang couldn't help but get embarrassed and covered his face.

"Do it! Do it! Do it!" The other members cheered as they pressurised Taeyang into doing aegyo, especially Zuho who was most into the cheering as he clearly wanted to witness the cutest scene ever (to him).

Taeyang finally gave in and did the gwiyomi player.

While Taeyang was doing his aegyo, Zuho couldn't help but just stare at the cute and embarrassed Taeyang, trying his hardest to not walk over to him and squish his cheeks and just kiss him.

Unknowingly, Zuho gave off a rather intense stare this time round.

After Taeyang finished his gwiyomi player, Taeyang was whipping his head around to look for who the stares belong to and Zuho didn't seem to notice. However, he avoided Taeyang's eye contact.

For the remaining 15 minutes of the broadcast, Zuho realized that Taeyang was continuously looking around seemingly trying to find something and just seemed out of it.

Looking at Taeyang's actions, Zuho suddenly felt worried about Taeyang.

"What is he looking for? Why does he seem out of it? Is something bothering him? I should ask him later..." Zuho thought, thinking of wanting to just hug Taeyang till he felt better and ask him what was wrong. (Little did Zuho know that he was the one that was on his mind.)

When the DJ asked Taeyang a question, Taeyang did not seem to hear it and Zuho saw Chani nudging him to snap him out of his thoughts.

"I'm sorry, I was thinking about something. Could you repeat the question?" Taeyang said, and right at that moment Zuho's heart dropped.

"He's thinking of someone while we're working? (he's thinking about you) Who could it be..." Stupid thoughts were running through Zuho's mind.

"The question was which member has the most charismatic gaze in SF9?" The DJ asked. This question seemed to just go past Zuho's mind as he was too preoccupied thinking about what Taeyang previously said.

"Honestly, I feel that Zuho has the most charismatic gaze." Right at this moment Zuho's heart raced, and he blushed profusely. Zuho prayed that it wasn't obvious as he didn't want to make it awkward for Taeyang.

The DJ had to interrupt Zuho's sweet moment by asking a question "How do you feel about this Zuho?"

 "I feel honoured to be titled as having the most charismatic gaze by Taeyang." Zuho replied sincerely. 

 "Alright, we have to say bye to SF9 now!" The DJ announced abruptly.

The sudden announcement caused an uproar in the audience and 'awws' by the fans could be heard, even in the studio.

"We will invite SF9 again next time, but now it's time for SF9 to say their goodbyes." The DJ said, trying to sweet talk the fans.

"This has been SF9, thank you!" The whole of SF9 exclaimed, while the live broadcast comes to an end.

"Thank you for being such a great guest today on SensationalFM!" The DJ thanked the group while saying their goodbyes to one another.

•••

On the way back to the dorm, the maknae line and hyung line each boarded a van.

A few minutes after boarding the van, Rowoon and Hwiyoung started to doze off. Taeyang was also starting to feel rather drowsy and was about to doze off.

The silence was then broken by the maknae.

"Zuho hyung, why were you continuously staring at Taeyang hyung earlier during the radio broadcast?" Chani asked Zuho, clearly unaware that Taeyang, who is their current topic of conversation is still awake and can clearly hear their whole conversation.

"I think Taeyang hyung started noticing the intense stares you have been giving him, causing him to be distracted." Chani added on.

"I-- I-- I think-- that you're mistaken." Zuho retorted back but failing as he started stuttering.

"I don't think so hyung, stop lying." Chani shot back, seeming rather confident with his idea that he was lying.

"I--" Zuho started answering, unsure of what to say.

"Just tell me hyung, I'll keep it a secret. I won't tell anyone. I might even be able to help you." Chani said, tempting his hyung.

The temptation was too much for Zuho, Taeyang was dozing off and Hwiyoung and Rowoon were already asleep, it could be a good moment to tell someone about it. He was about to cave in and spill the truth thinking that maybe Chani might be able to help him get closer to Taeyang. Zuho's thoughts were running a mile a minute and he was conflicted.

Right at the moment when Zuho was about to open his mouth and speak when Taeyang started shifting around in his seat.

Zuho who realized that Taeyang was shifting around signalled to him that he might not still be asleep and that waiting for a while more would be safer for him.

As Taeyang was shifting around, Zuho locked eyes with him and caused his heart to beat faster. Zuho was starting to feel happy but then he realized that he was about to spill his feelings to Chani while his crush was still awake and he mentally slapped himself. Zuho closed his mouth and decided on not saying anything as it would be better that way, his heart sinking.

"Yah Zuho hyung answer my question!" Chani lamented, nudging his hyung after a few moments of silence. Zuho however just ignored the maknae, pretending to be tired and falling asleep.

•••

While pretending to be asleep during the long ride back to dorm, Zuho had a tough time with himself.

"Did Taeyang hear what Chani said about me staring at him throughout the broadcast? If he did, should I just confess to him and tell him about my feelings as well as explain my actions?"

"Maybe Taeyang did not hear anything and that he happened to toss and turn while asleep and him being uncomfortable caused him to be awake hence the eye contact. If Taeyang didn't hear anything and I confessed, the whole situation would just be awkward for all of us and not just me and him."

"To confess or not is the question..."

"How should I confess?"

"Should I just pretend that today did not happen instead?"

"Stop bieng a loser Baek Zuho. You are a man and you should not be so wishy-washy with things."

And the list goes on while Zuho is conflicted by his own thoughts.

At the end of the ride back, Zuho decided to confess and that he had never felt this tired before.

•••

After the hour long ride back to the dorm, the members arrived and couldn't wait to get off and get back to the dorm to have a good night's sleep. They all started getting off the vans and going back to the dorm at breakneck speed.

The last two members left behind were Taeyang and Zuho. Taeyang got off first, before Zuho as he was way too tired to move or think due to his crazy amount of thoughts going through his mind.

Zuho stayed back in the van and stared out of the black tinted windows, looking at Taeyang stretch. He could see Taeyang's silhouette stretching and his biceps flexing.

The moment after Taeyang was done with his stretching, he was about to step into the dorm building when Zuho shouted for him.

"Yah Taeyang ah!" Zuho shouted, making Taeyang stop in his tracks. Taeyang turned around to look at Zuho, making Zuho's heart beat faster.

"What is it hyung?" Taeyang asked, confusion just oozing out of the words and his face.

After seeing such a confused and innocent Taeyang, Zuho's confidence faded to the depths of no where. In the short amount of time Zuho had while Taeyang was confused, Zuho came up with a rather stupid and nonsensical reply.

"Chani and I weren't talking about you! I didn't keep staring at you during the radio broadcast!" Zuho said, mumuring every word he said.

"Huh?" Was the only thing Taeyang could mutter.

The moment Zuho finished speaking, he speed walked to the dorm building.

Zuho could hear Taeyang muttering something as he walked past him, face clearly not spared by the blush lord.

Zuho prayed that in the dark his blush would not be noticeably but thank heavens the streets were lined with street lamps and today they all seemed to be shining on just Zuho's face, Zuho had never been so embarrassed in his life, it couldn't even compare to the time when he had to act with Seolhyun. The lords seemed to be mocking Zuho today.

Little did Taeyang and Zuho know that the other seven members of SF9 were watching their rather cute confession from their dorm after hearing from their maknae about the incident during the radio broadcast.

The other members were busy squealing at the both of them acting all shy and not acting like their usual self.

a/n:

ok so this is probably still very ooc and probably not what all of you wanted, heck this wasn't even what i had in mind in the first place but it just somehow became like this.
this pov is probably just slighty longer than taeyang's pov but still not much has changed.
i still tried to make it fluffy but i just doesn't work out i suppose, i can't write fluffy.
sorry if the update wasn't what was expected.