Huffing out a tired sigh, Taemin practically threw himself onto is bed, pulling his socks off and tugging the duvet back before he dived under its warm, inviting material. He shivered slightly, it was a cold December night in Seoul, he was beginning to have second thoughts about sleeping in nothing but his boxer shorts, 'Oh well, i'm here now and i'm getting toasty' he thought as he buried his small frame further under the bed covers.

Five minute's or so later, he was dropping off into a nice, cozy sleep when 'Hello' flooded from his phone on the bed sheets beside his body, filling the room and startling the poor maknae half to death. He leaned down and picked it up, glancing at the caller ID, he smiled

"Hey babe" he purred into the receiver as he answered the call

"Did i wake you?"

"Nope, i wasn't sleeping, just resting my eyes" he yawned

He heard a deep, throaty laugh from the other end of the line "Yeah, sure you were baby, you say that all the time"

Taemin tutted "I do not, besides, it's true, i wasn't sleeping yet, i told you to call me when i was in bed, now i'm in bed and you called, so talk"

'Typical' the younger man thought to himself, it was Taemin who had said that he would call Dongho once he got ready and into bed but never mind, he was so forgetful but it's ok, his dongsaeng understood, wished he didn't have to but he got it.

"You sound pissed" Dongho whispered

Taemin's brow furrowed "Pissed as in angry or pissed as in drunk?"

"Both"

The pretty dancer laughed "I'm not angry honey but i am a lil bit drunk"

He heard the unmistakable sound of his lover huffing out his annoyance at being reminded that Taemin didn't belong to just him "Why did you get drunk?"

"I wanted to" again, he heard Dongho grunt his disapproval but he continued on anyway "besides, i was on a date, what do you expect me to do?"

"Not go on a ing date in the first place" the maknae of U-Kiss almost yelled down the phone at him

"We have been here before Dongho, if you don't like the arrangement, then you should end it"

Dongho laughed but not his usual happy, chirpy one, the pissed off, angry one he gives, everytime they have this same conversation "Is that what you want Taemin? Is it?"

"No, of course its not, i love you"

"You can't be in love with us both" Dongho gasped, his exasperation at the whole thing obvious

"I am though, i need you both, want you both, love you both" Taemin tried his best to convince the younger man of his every word

"I don't get it" he heard his lover whisper

Confusion crossed Taemin's pretty features "What do you mean?"

"How can you love us both the same? You must love one of us just that little bit more, you have to"

Taemin shook his head, although he was aware Dongho couldn't see him, it felt like his words would be heard and understood better if he did "I don't baby, i love you both exactly the same"

Dongho thought about this for a second "What if me or HIM, were to get another lover, would you be ok with that?"

Nodding his head, Taemin spoke "Yes, if you fell in love with them too, what else could i do, i don't want to lose either of you, so if it meant i had to share, i would do it in a heartbeat"

He could almost hear the cogs ticking over in Dongho's brain

"Why" Taemin laughed "You got someone in mind?"

Dongho gasped as his mind was dragged kicking and screaming back into the conversation by his lovers words

"No, never, you're the only one for me"

Taemin felt his heart beat faster as his lover spoke, he fell a little more in love eveytime Dongho or Henry said something beautiful like that to him, it also broke his heart a little too, he felt guilty about what he was doing to the two of them but he had to follow his heart, his mother had always taught him to be true to himself, no matter what the outcome, it didn't matter as long as he was happy. Was he really happy though, if it meant he had to sometimes sacrifice the happiness of one or both of his lovers?

"Dongho, come over tonight, stay with me" he whispered as the tears welled up in his closed eyes

Sensing that Taemin needed him tonight, needed to feel loved and show his lover just how much he loved him back, Dongho nodded

"Ok baby, i'll be there in an hour"