I should hate you, but I love You

Description

Jackson and Mark are best friend. Always be. They never know how their feeling’s for each other. Because of that, they keep their feeling and turn out hurt each other deeply. How they will fix that? Or everything just too late?

Character (s)

Jackson Wang    :

Jackson is typical high school boy that really happy and goofy but got serious side too. Smart but never be arrogant. He cares Mark too much but never realize his own feelings until one day. He tried to forget his feelings but he fall too deep already. When Mark ask him something, he do nothing but to say yes.

Mark Tuan          :

Playboy that really famous in their school. Mysterious and quiet. Jackson’s best friend. Jackson is his everything. Jackson is his point of life. He feels helpless without Jackson. Mark never knows that he loves Jackson more than friend until one day. Mark try to ignore all his feelings to Jackson, but can he really do it?

Im Jaebum          :

Jinyoung’s boyfriend. Markson’s fried. Possessive toward Jinyoung. But he is really cool boyfriend material. Cool, chic and y but sometimes you look him really cute and childish until you think he got personality twist.

Park Jinyoung    :

Jaebum’s boyfriend. Markson’s friend. If you think Jaebum is possessive, think again. Typical scary boyfriend but in the same time he is so gentle, caring and… (?)

Choi Youngjae   :

Mark’s cousin. Jaebum’s ex. Yeap, didn’t read it wrong. Babam’s first friend in high school. Don’t ask how Jinyoung act toward Youngjae. Jaebum really hope that they (his bf and his ex) never meet ever.

Kim Yugyeom    :

                                Markson’s friend. The youngest. He really pure and happy until he meet Bambam.

Bambam              :

                                Jackson’s little brother. Move to Korea with Jackson when he get to high school.

Other character will come out soon.

 

Feeling used but I am

Still missing you

And I can’t

See the end of this

Just wanna feel your kiss

Against my lips

And now all this time

Is passing by

But I still can’t seem to tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you

Realize how much I need you

“you know I am your best friend”

“Yeah, I know it Jacks. Thanks”

“And I am forever your best friend”

I need to forget those lips and buried all my hopes. Because we’re best friend for ing ever and I can’t tell you that it hurts.

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don’t want to but I can’t put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

You want her you need her

And I’ll never be her

“Just go. He need you”

“But, I love you”

“love you too, but you need him”

“you’re my everything. This is not the end of us”

“you want me, but you need him”

“I am fine. I am still your best man later. It’s just little incident. There’s no worried about”

Except the pain on my chest. You want her and you got her, I’ll never be her

“I am happy for you, Always”

I miss you when I can’t sleep

Or right after coffee

Or right when I can’t eat

I miss you in my front seat

Still got sand in my sweaters

From nights we don’t remember

Do you miss me like I miss you ?

ed around and got attached to you

“what are you doing to my head?”

And every memories about you… about us… why now? What happen with me?

Friends can break your heart too,

And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that

I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that

I type a text but then I never mind that

I got these feelings but you never mind that

Oh oh, keep it on the low

You're still in love with me but your friends don't know

If you wanted me you would just say so

And if I were you, I would never let me go

“Hey, I am sorry. It was a mistake. We still good right?”

“uhm, yeah. It’s fine”

“ should we talk about that night? I think we need to clear some – “

“Hey, it’s fine, really. We both drunk and you said it was a mistake”

“ did you ever want me? Like you said that time?”

“wha- you remember?”

I don't mean no harm

I just miss you on my arm

Wedding bells were just alarms

Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been?

You said you wouldn't and you ing did

Lie to me, lie with me, get your ing fix

Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ing mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing

But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

“. What are you doing Mark? Why are you being like this?”

“Did you ever imagine what we could do if we together?”

“Stop, just stop”

When love and trust are gone

I guess this is moving on

Everyone I do right does me wrong

So every lonely night I sing this song

“It’s already too late, Mark ! forget and move on !”

“I can’t Jacks. I can’t forget all of us. When.. when you know.. I just miss you…”

Do you think I am not too?

I hate you, I love you,

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you,

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her

 

All alone I watch you watch her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

You don't care you never did

You don't give a damn about me

Yeah all alone I watch you watch her

She is the only thing you ever see

How is it you never notice

That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you,

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her

Gnash - I hate you I love you

Foreword

This is Markson story.

it might be little angst, but not really.

I decide to let you know who will the main character(s) in this story aside Markson.

I am sorry I can’t help because I am kinda jjp trash. Hehe. But can help  2jae too. Somehow, I am sure yugbam is real too. Lol.

hope you guys like it.

please comment(s) , so i can know if you like it or not.

thank you, happy reading !

Comments

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Samsal #1
Chapter 1: Marks on and jjp are my two favorite pairings . Please no 2jae I really can't stand that. I like idea for this story, seems interesting. I wonder what Jackson is going to say to youngji . . .Please continue.
angelicabq #2
Chapter 1: This new prologe is a lot better than the other one, I really like how you are making the plot
angelicabq #3
Chapter 1: Please tell me that they are going to end together,I like angst but with happy ending ;_;
GaiaTe #4
Chapter 1: It seems really good ! I look forward to it.

English is not my first language either :p