I should hate you, but I love You
Description
Jackson and Mark are best friend. Always be. They never know how their feeling’s for each other. Because of that, they keep their feeling and turn out hurt each other deeply. How they will fix that? Or everything just too late?
Character (s)
Jackson Wang :
Jackson is typical high school boy that really happy and goofy but got serious side too. Smart but never be arrogant. He cares Mark too much but never realize his own feelings until one day. He tried to forget his feelings but he fall too deep already. When Mark ask him something, he do nothing but to say yes.
Mark Tuan :
Playboy that really famous in their school. Mysterious and quiet. Jackson’s best friend. Jackson is his everything. Jackson is his point of life. He feels helpless without Jackson. Mark never knows that he loves Jackson more than friend until one day. Mark try to ignore all his feelings to Jackson, but can he really do it?
Im Jaebum :
Jinyoung’s boyfriend. Markson’s fried. Possessive toward Jinyoung. But he is really cool boyfriend material. Cool, chic and y but sometimes you look him really cute and childish until you think he got personality twist.
Park Jinyoung :
Jaebum’s boyfriend. Markson’s friend. If you think Jaebum is possessive, think again. Typical scary boyfriend but in the same time he is so gentle, caring and… (?)
Choi Youngjae :
Mark’s cousin. Jaebum’s ex. Yeap, didn’t read it wrong. Babam’s first friend in high school. Don’t ask how Jinyoung act toward Youngjae. Jaebum really hope that they (his bf and his ex) never meet ever.
Kim Yugyeom :
Markson’s friend. The youngest. He really pure and happy until he meet Bambam.
Bambam :
Jackson’s little brother. Move to Korea with Jackson when he get to high school.
Other character will come out soon.
Feeling used but I am
Still missing you
And I can’t
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can’t seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
“you know I am your best friend”
“Yeah, I know it Jacks. Thanks”
“And I am forever your best friend”
I need to forget those lips and buried all my hopes. Because we’re best friend for ing ever and I can’t tell you that it hurts.
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to but I can’t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
You want her you need her
And I’ll never be her
“Just go. He need you”
“But, I love you”
“love you too, but you need him”
“you’re my everything. This is not the end of us”
“you want me, but you need him”
“I am fine. I am still your best man later. It’s just little incident. There’s no worried about”
Except the pain on my chest. You want her and you got her, I’ll never be her
“I am happy for you, Always”
I miss you when I can’t sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can’t eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don’t remember
Do you miss me like I miss you ?
ed around and got attached to you
“what are you doing to my head?”
And every memories about you… about us… why now? What happen with me?
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that
I type a text but then I never mind that
I got these feelings but you never mind that
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
“Hey, I am sorry. It was a mistake. We still good right?”
“uhm, yeah. It’s fine”
“ should we talk about that night? I think we need to clear some – “
“Hey, it’s fine, really. We both drunk and you said it was a mistake”
“ did you ever want me? Like you said that time?”
“wha- you remember?”
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you ing did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your ing fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ing mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
“. What are you doing Mark? Why are you being like this?”
“Did you ever imagine what we could do if we together?”
“Stop, just stop”
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song
“It’s already too late, Mark ! forget and move on !”
“I can’t Jacks. I can’t forget all of us. When.. when you know.. I just miss you…”
Do you think I am not too?
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
Gnash - I hate you I love you
Foreword
This is Markson story.
it might be little angst, but not really.
I decide to let you know who will the main character(s) in this story aside Markson.
I am sorry I can’t help because I am kinda jjp trash. Hehe. But can help 2jae too. Somehow, I am sure yugbam is real too. Lol.
hope you guys like it.
please comment(s) , so i can know if you like it or not.
thank you, happy reading !
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