If I'm going to be honest, I have no idea how I am going to feel about her. I became so speechless when I saw her once again, it was like my world is finally complete once again. But then again, we will never know what's going to happen. I know that everything will change because people change. It may be for the better, it may be for the worse. I saw her after years has passed. My heart began to beat in a crazy way, only she can do that to my heart. Only she can make my heart shake, bend, and break. Only she can make me speechless and only she can make me head over heels, specially when it comes to her. Now that she's not part of JYP anymore, we don't have any contact, at all. I regret for not telling her what I really feel. Even though she already knows what exactly I am feeling. Life had to be so unfair. I'm having a hard time to think on how to approach her. Should I be casual? Should I be formal? Or should I just tell her, 'Hey, Chungha. Remember when we used to have fun and remember when we used to kiss during our trainee days? Cause I can remember it.' 

Damn it, forget it. I will just try my best to remain calm and be myself instead of pretending that I don't know her. I know that I may sound a little childish. But, I want her. I want her to know what I really feel. I want her to know what I really feel about her, about the two of us. Even though I have my members who takes care of me, a lot. I still want her. I still want Chungha. 

Why is life so hard? Why does it have to be complicated?

Is this how it really is?

"Hey, Momo."