​ Exhaustion, pain, hurt, and anger.   All feelings that Kyuhyun was feeling right now. While he had an amazing voice, he had trained for a very little amount of time so his dancing skills weren't the best.   The day had started out bad and gone to outright horrible. When he woke up he had an agonizing headache, then he got scolded by the leader for making them late to practice. At dance practice he had gotten scolded again by the dance teacher for not doing it right. He could see in s eyes that they were tired and a little angry that Kyuhyun couldn't do it right. After dance he had private singing lessons where the singing teacher scolded him for not getting the song right. He may be a good singer but they were expecting him to improve so quickly.   When he had returned to the dorm, everyone was already back. They had all gathered on the 11th floor where Ryeowook and Hankyung were preparing dinner. All the other members were hanging around the living room watching TV. When the members heard Kyuhyun enter the room, they all turned to look at him, some with anger and some with unrecognizable expressions. Instead of joining them in the living room like he had planned, he decided to go straight to his room and get freshened up.   As he entered the shower, thoughts began to flow through his mind.   'Guess they are still angry with me for messing up at dance practice thus making practice longer than usual.'   He knew that they were still angry by their faces and by the fact that no one had said a word to him all throughout practice and afterwards. Actually no one had really spoken to him for the past week or so.   The comeback was soon approaching and everyone was in high tempers and sensitive because of that. They had a lot of things to do and practice.   So when Kyuhyun started messing up at dance practice and falling behind, they had all been a little pissed at him for the past week or so.   'I guess they are back to hating me'   He thought. He was tired and just done but he knew that he really wanted to get up on that stage and prove everyone who thought he couldn't do it wrong. The fans, s, and even the company. He wanted to prove them wrong.   ' I know they all hate me, but I won't let that stop me, I will keep trying my hardest even though my members really don't want me here. But how much more can I take?'   Truth was that while Kyuhyun had a strong drive to succeed, his weakness was his need to prove to his hyungs he was worthy enough. His need to have them accept him. And because of this he didn't know how much more he could take before he broke.   While he was in the shower having these thoughts, his hyungs were outside having thoughts that... Well.... Proved Kyuhyun wrong.   The truth was that s really did care for him, and while they were angry at him when he messed up at dance, it was only for a few minutes. Same with when the leader scolded him in the morning for being late, he was more annoyed than angry and that annoyance faded away really quickly.   When Kyuhyun had walked in later way than everyone, the members were angry at the fact that such a young boy was being pushed to his limits. The company was pushing him so much, they had made him practice much more and have a lot more classes than everyone else.   In reality he was an amazing singer and a pretty good dancer, but everyone makes mistakes sometimes.   All the members were feeling angry and also sad for their maknae who had to work so hard to please the rest of super junior, and now when they had accepted him they realized just how much over worked he was. And just how much skinner and weaker he looked.   Super junior really did care for their maknae and were more worried for him and angry at the company more than anything. When he had walked him, he looked so miserable which angered all the members at the company for pushing him so far. They knew if they said anything, it would've sounded angry and hurtful, and they didn't want to hurt the maknae so they decided to not say anything.   ~After a while in living room~   Once everyone in super junior had sat down, they all started eating dinner. Dinner was quiet, each member deep in thought. Kyuhyun thinking about how he could prove himself to his hyungs and make them my hate him, while the rest of the members thinking on how to make things easier for the maknae and how to make sure he's healthy.   About halfway through dinner, Shindong and Sungmin started talking about a movie that was going to air on tv and how they wanted to watch it, the rest of the members soon joined in on the plan and decided that after dinner, they were going to watch it.   All the members including Kyuhyun, who had forgotten about his worries for a minute because of his interest in the movie, agreed.   The leader, Leeteuk and the second oldest saw that he agreed. They both looked at each other, unsure of what to do. Truth was that they knew he had a very early morning practice around 6am and it was already like 12. So if he watched the movie he would get less than four hours of sleep. The other members didn't have any practice till after 9 so they could watch a movie no problem.   Now usually the 2 oldest would leave it up to the members if they had the energy to stay up late even though they had something early next morning. But they knew they had to tell Kyuhyun that he needed to rest.   He looked so weak and like he was about to fall over any second, he needed his rest if he wanted to be able to practice early in the morning.   After a minute of the two oldest looking at each other, Heechul decided to speak.   "Kyuhyun-ah, you have schedule early tomorrow morning and you look very weak and tired, you should get some sleep. Instead of watching the movie you should sleep maknae. You can watch this movie ..."   Before Heechul could complete, the maknae was already out of his chair and out the main door, slamming it on his way out.   While anyone could tell that Heechul was telling Kyuhyun to sleep instead out of good intentions and was only telling Kyuhyun because he cared.   But for Kyuhyun it was the breaking point, now any other day he would've known that his hyung was just being caring, but today not so much.   Kyuhyun had so many insecurities of his Hyungs hating him, and other emotions bottled up, that when he heard his Heechul hyung say this, that was the breaking point for him.   He thought that they were doing this because they didn't want to be near him, and he just broke. H