I was snapped out of my thoughts when I felt a cold jelly like substance on my stomach.

"Wha?" I gasped.

"Sorry," The doctor said. "I forgot to warn you." He spread the jelly stuff on my stomach with the stick thing. "Let's see what we have here..."

The monitor flicked on, showing my insides. Too bad technology wasn't better. The picture was grainy and black and white. But I still could see the faint outline of..

"Is...is...is that what I think...it is?" I stuttered.

The doctor looked at me and nodded. "Congratulations. You're going to be a mother."

I instantly began to cry. Me and Xander had always wanted a family but we never thought it would be possible without adopting.

"Xander..." I choked out "We..we are going to...to..to..." I couldn't finish the sentence I was crying too hard.

"I know yeobo." He grabbed my hand and kissed it. "I know." Even he was starting to tear up.

"I'm guessing you're the father?" the doctor asked.

We both nodded.

"Well congrats to you too." he smiled at us. "I'll print off a few pictures to show your family and friends and I'll get you a prescription for pain relievers for whenever she acts up."

"Thank you doctor." I said "Wait... She?" I perked up a bit.

The doctor nodded again.

Oh my god. I'm having a girl. I'm going to be a mother.  Of a little girl. And Xander is going to be my baby daddy. I can't believe this is actually happening.

"Xander." I turned to him.

"Let's go tell the others. Right now." he grabbed a tissue and wiped my stomach. He pulled me up started dragging me out the door. "Dr. Derp. Bring the pictures and whatever else you need to give us to the waiting room. We need to tell them now."

"Okay. I'll be out in about five minutes." the doctor said.

Xander nodded a thanks and lead me to the waiting room.

"Are you sure Xander?" I asked him.

"It's too late for that now." he stated, stopping in front of the rest of the band members.

"Too late for what?" Dongho questioned.

I looked away. I was having second thoughts now. What would they think? Would they support me? What would fans think? What would our antis think?

"Go on tell them." Xander whispered to me. "It'll be ok. Trust me."

I nodded mostly to myself than to him.

"I'm... Pregnant."

Their reaction was just like when I told them Xander was coming.

There was a shocked silence for about three seconds before everyone erupted into questions.

"Wait wait wait." Soohyun’s voice cut through everyone else's. "What's going to happen now?"

"I don't know." I shook my head. "But we all will stick together. Right?"

There was a slight hesitation before all of them agreed.

I smiled at them then I turned to Xander. "And I have a feeling you're going to be around a bit more."

"Of course." he hugged me "Look the doctor is coming."

We all turned towards the direction he was coming from. I was impatiently waiting, counting each step.

"Well Kevin, here the pictures of your little girl." he handed me four pictures "and here are some information packets and food and drinks you should stay away from and some recommendations for medication you can take to make some things easier."  the doctor handed me a folder filled with papers. "I made an appointment for you for four weeks from today. I'll see you then." he shook my hand and left.

I turned back to my friends. "Well, all that's left is to tell the public."