“Yuta, let’s eat already” Taeyong said as I saw him slowly approaching me

“Okay” I faintly smile still not moving from my bed

“Are you fine?” he said as he checks the temperature of my neck with his hand

“I’m fine” I answered as I slowly removes his hand from my skin

“Are you tired?” Taeyong asked worriedly

“Maybe that’s it. You head there first. I’ll be going there soon.” I told him but that doesn’t make him leave. He was staring at me as if I would not do the things I just said now.

“Taeyong please. I just need to be alone right now.” I said with a little anger in my words

“Okay, Yuta. If you need help or someone to talk to, I am always here. I may not be a good adviser but I would listen to everything you’ll say.” Taeyong said as he caresses my hand making me feel secured.

Then he left as I told him.

I checked my phone.

Wishing that someone’s name will pop out.

But Yuta, why wait even if you know that he is not yours anymore.

Yuta, stop being stupid.

From sitting on the bed, I allowed myself to lie down on the bed.

As I lie down, I looked at the ceiling of the room.

Letting my mind travel.

Travel…

Travel…

Travel…

Only one person keeps on coming on my head…

The most important person in my life who had broken my heart…

Into pieces…

I wonder why he had to break up with me…

He just instantly told me that we are breaking up…

Without explanation…

Then days after we broke up he acted up like nothing happen…

He keeps bothering me…

What does he expect me to do?

To recover so quickly?

Good thing, Taeyong is there.

‘My’ Taeyong, he helped me.

He saved me.

He saved me from that selfish monster.

And that selfish monster, acts up like his jealous.

Or that was just a figment of my imagination?

Am I just assuming things?

Damn, I am so stressed about him.

Good thing, NCT 127 promotions is keeping me busy.

I can slightly forget him for a day, an hour, a minute and a second.

And also this gives me the opportunity to be apart from him.

But damn, even if I wish to be far from him, I miss him so much…

I wanted to see him.

Those big brown eyes, his tall stature, his broad shoulders, his luscious lips that I can kiss all day…

Why things have to be like this?

I know I am so complicated.

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