I thought he was mine but that wasn’t true.

He is Taeyong’s now.

I don’t have him now.

Seeing him smiling now with Taeyong, hurts so much.

/flashback/

“Hyung, Hyung look this puppy is so cute.”

“Oh yes. It is so cute…”

But you are cuter than that puppy.

I run my hands over his head.

He looks at me with a smile in his face

/end of flashback/

That very warm smile that heals me before is now killing me.

How can he move on so easily?

“Hyung, what are you watching?” Ten asked

“Ah...” I answered

I don’t know what to say.

Ten looked at me with a questioning look yet with worry in it.

It seems like he understand.

“Hyung, are you watching Yuta again?” Ten asked

I just nod and left the room.

I don’t know what to say.

It is still fresh from my mind.

The day we broke up.

/flashback/

“Yuta”

“Oh yes, Hyung.”

He looked at me with so much love in his eyes(?).

“Yuta, I think we should broke up”

“What?”

He pretended not to understand.

“Yuta, let’s broke up.”

“Hyung?” he clutch in to my shirt

“Are you sure?” he said in pleading eyes

/end of flashback/